The Giles Files

Happy Valentines Day!

2012-02-14T10:00:00.001-07:00

A Man has a message to share...

One Knee After the Other

2012-01-31T12:49:00.000-07:00

The day has come!! Andy learned how to crawl! I'm sure he could do it sooner, but he waited until he wanted something really bad first. What did that happen to be? The Wii Controller. Watch out world.

January Mobile Photos

2012-01-31T12:00:00.000-07:00

My sister in law gave me a great idea last year. At months end she uploads the pictures from her phone and puts them on her blog. I really like this idea because I take plenty of pictures with my phone these days. In fact most of Andrew's "first pictures" are on my phone because I could take them with one hand... and now it's usually the closest camera. So, here goes!

Flirting with Emme at church. She kept taking all of his toys

and crawling away with them... and he let her. Such a gentlemen.

The hat given to him at the hospital when he was born.

Love watching him sleep.

"Hi, I'm Joseph."

Warm days in January = A much needed walk outside.

The coat is too big, but he stayed warm

and didn't have to wear gloves.

Paper Whites from Aunt Pam.

They looked perfect here.

New season... new boards at GH.

Andrew helping with the boards at 17th

I learned how to do a waterfall braid on Pinterest

& I love all the new ideas I get.

He finally fits in this cute onsie a friend made us!

Look at those slumbering lips!

He's picking it up quickly!

Silly boy...

Playing with mom's stuff is better...

Happy boy!

Loves this!

C&C&C gave us Appleletters for Christmas.

This particular game lasted a long time.

Lesson learned: You can't make words with out vowels!

Camo!

Thanks for the idea Julie.

When did you get so big?

2012-01-26T19:25:00.000-07:00

We just love this little boy. We can't believe how fast he is growing!

He wears 12 months clothes, is fast approaching being able to full on crawl, climbs all over us and everything else, he LOVES to wrestle, he will probably outgrow his car seat this month... height wise, and has a smile and giggle that will melt your heart! He has already made it known that he hates peas and won't eat them unless he is tricked into it. But he is loving fruit, and getting a real hang of rice surf boards (Baby Mum Mums) and his sippy cup! .

The apple doesn't fall far from the tree...

Funny boy...

He'll be walking before we know it!

Loves to bounce!

WOAH!!! When did you learn how to do that!

Baby proofing is becoming a reality that needs to happen

...and soon!

Here is a compilation of recent videos... ENJOY!!

About Time

2012-01-25T21:40:00.002-07:00

It's probably about time to mention that Briant had a birthday earlier this month. He is now 29. It was on a Sunday, so we didn't really do much. He usually just wants to eat pizza (his favorite food) and watch football. But this year, he ordered Enchiladas (the same kind is Mom makes) and watched no football.
I've been really interested in trying my hand at cake decorating lately so I made his Chocolate Cake from scratch, frosting and all. I plan to keep at it and make "homemade" cakes for all our birthdays... except maybe mine :)

If anybody knows anything about Briant... one of his cakes is not complete with out SPRINKLES! And he had to have these candy letters... ha funny Briant. What a wonderful guy you are. You make us laugh, you work hard, you don't sit down for very long, Andy loves you, Mel goes nuts without you, and you only have one more year until you are 30! We love you!

6 Months

2012-01-14T19:24:00.002-07:00

My Aunt chose Andy to be the subject of her "Picture of the Day" last week.

Here are the results.... how could I not post them?

Yep he can hold his own by the couch.... amazing!

He is getting it more figured out every day.

He may use his feet instead of his knees...

Funny boy, it's not time to play... go to sleep!

Similarities

2012-01-14T19:05:00.001-07:00

We saw this picture...

...and thought we'd try to duplicate it.

Briant said it was like looking into a mirror. What do you think?

Baby Wearing

2012-01-12T21:57:00.001-07:00

I've always liked the idea of "wearing" babies. It's a great way for me to be hands free, but still close enough to kiss my baby at the same time (and I kiss him ALOT). It is also very good for baby.

I used a Moby Wrap a few times these past 6 months but I want to show you my new discovery. Mei Tai Wraps! My cousin Kayla showed me these wraps and she also introduced me to the Baby Wearers Group in Idaho Falls.

I am so excited to share because I love these things!! I stared using my first one about a month ago. I borrowed it from the BWI of S. Idaho's library. Seriously like every time I put A Man in it he fell asleep (being of course around nap time anyway). One Sunday my husband and I both had to teach at church so I stuck my little guy in it and he slept the whole time I was teaching!

I still go and do the boards at GH when needed, and this week I had to go do the ones at 17th GH while Briant was working. So I took the Mei Tai and...

A Man was a gem. He seemed to really be interested in what I was doing.

He didn't last the whole time (I ended up putting him in a high chair which he also loved) I think he got bored but it just goes to show... YOU CAN DO ANYTHING AND GO ANYWHERE WITH YOUR BABY.

So I just wanted to get the word out and share my experience. Not only is it awesome, but very practical to join BWI of S. Idaho. You only pay an annual fee (which is used for washing etc.), and you can try out many different kinds of wraps. If you are looking to buy your own than this is a great way to find the right kind for you, but I liked joining just because it's much cheaper in the long run. You get to use a bunch of different kinds as your baby grows rather than just buying one that you probably wouldn't get to try out first from the store. And the annual fee is less than the cost of one that you would buy in most cases.

They also show you lots of different tips for wearing at the frequent meetings they have.

Anyway, it's awesome!!

Sweet Dreams

2012-01-06T10:26:00.000-07:00

I love it when my little man sleeps. It makes me feel like I'm doing something right. Especially when his naps last longer than 45 minutes and he sleeps for 11 hours at night with out waking up too much.

I started to take pictures of him when he sleeps because my MIL loves seeing babies sleeping peacefully with their arms above their heads. So this post is for her.

Just recently he's started sleeping in funny positions.

Sometimes I catch him with his hands under his head:

Which leaves a funny hand print when he wakes up:

Then he started rolling to his side to play with the crib rails &
try to catch us when we would
peek in to check on him....

and he would fall asleep that way.

Next, he started to migrate. We knew it was time to get a sleep sack.

Now, he has started rolling over to his tummy and falling asleep that way.

This really freaked me out at first because a) In my opinion it really isn't comfortable to sleep on my stomach, I would probably get a kink & b) because it increases the risk of SIDS.

I know I shouldn't worry because I can't do anything about it, but just to be safe I flip him back over when he is out. I probably wouldn't worry so much if I knew he was really good at rolling over tummy to back, but he isn't yet. He's done it a few times on accident,
but hasn't mastered it.

Plus, side... he seems to really like it and he falls asleep faster.

Almost

2011-12-28T14:20:00.000-07:00

It starts with sitting up... CHECK!

Then making a tripod with your arms..

& putting more weight on your arms. Always nice to have a buddy.

Next up onto all fours with a little rocking, & some encouragement from Daddy.

Then some intensive to move forward... hmmm that toy looks fun to play with.

He's getting close. I caught him taking a couple steps with his hands today and inching those knees forward. It won't be long now. Stay tuned he's ALMOST crawling.

So This is Christmas

2011-12-28T12:00:00.000-07:00

The past 8 Christmas seasons I have been employed at Great Harvest Bread Co. If you have been inside their store during the latter half of December you know that you are lucky if you don't find a long line. This means that they have to up their production of yummy breads and sweets to accommodate for all the people wanting to share their favorite treat with friends and loved ones. As an employee you are reminded that you will be putting in longer hours and to be more flexible and patient with your own schedule. In other words, you won't have much of a life in December. You won't have much room to carry on with all the traditions you once had or time for the festivities you like to participate in. Don't get me wrong the compensation you get back is well worth all the long hours! That was my life then, but since I don't work there anymore, this Christmas season was much different.
I enjoyed Christmas music. I made sweets (just not for everyone in my hometown). I watched some snow fall, and played with Andrew in it. I went to Christmas parties, and stayed the whole time. I had time to make Christmas presents. I slept at night.
To be honest, I had almost forgotten what a Christmas season was really like. Some days it was kinda weird. But I liked it.

I still helped a little by making signs and doing the board.

The weekend after putting up the Nativity, we put up the Christmas tree. Andrew got to put up this years family ornament...

Andrew liked Santa!

For Christmas this year, my Mom gave us the 12 Days of Christmas.

Day 5... 5 jars of jam! YUM!

Concentrating on unwrapping Day 6...

A block (6 sided) with all my siblings family pictures on it!

He loves it!

During most of November and December I worked on knitting Andrew's Christmas Stocking. I finished it on Christmas Eve at 6PM. Just in the nick of time.

We had a wonderful Christmas. We were able to Skype with Briant's parents while they talked with his little brother serving a mission for our church. He has changed so much, and we can't wait until he comes home next May.
Then, we had Christmas morning as a family. Santa brought Andrew a fun ball, and Briant's parents gave him an Activity Walker. He got some other fun treats and toys from Mom and Dad too.

Briant got some socks. He needed some.

Briant has permitted me to learn how to cut his hair.

Thanks for the clippers Tiffany!

We only had 1 hour of church since Christmas fell on a Sunday, and the musical program was amazing. We felt much joy & the Spirit warming our hearts. Definitely a wonderful part of our Christmas this year. I love our Savior, and I know he loves us.

We spent the rest of Christmas with my parents & Aunt Pam. We had a wonderful dinner featuring ham (and might I add... it was the most delicious ham I've ever had). Then we played an Apple & Pear game that Chris and Chantelle gave us for Christmas. It was alot of fun!

We had a wonderful Christmas! Thanks to all who made it special for us!

2011 Annual Christmas Newsletter

2011-12-05T21:25:00.001-07:00

Hello to all and welcome to our blog (for those of you who havenever been here)! We've had a very exciting year! So without anyfurther ado...

The greatest, mostspectacular, and life-altering event this year was welcoming our little son into theworld and our family. Andrew is a joy to have with us. The firstmonth was a huge adjustment for all, but we are soexcited to have him and all the joy that comes from being parents. It hasbeen really fun watching him learn and grow. He is almost 6 months oldnow, he makes us laugh every day, and his little personality is starting toshine! Some of his favorite things are: singing songs, bouncing, goingfor walks, sitting up and reading books! Look close you can see his cutelittle teeth!

Briant, is stillworking for Melaleuca, which is a great company and has been so good to us. Briant's big task this year (other than becoming a dad) was to researchand apply to MBA programs. If Briant wasn't working on that he was planning and preparingfor events and Sundays with the Young Men in our church. Along with allof his responsibilities, he has the new responsibility of being a dad. Briant is a terrific daddy and husband!

Melissa, hadnothing on the brain this whole year but the baby. Early in the year, shedid all the researching, reviewing and buying of baby stuff. She also made some curtains and blankets for the little guy's room and had a fun baby shower. She spends most of her time taking careof and figuring out the little man (he changes so much and so often). Butthere are always moments that she has time to spend doing what she wants. She learned how to knit this year, and is currently working on a stockingfor Andrew (lets hope she finishes before Christmas). She also enjoysmaking cards, taking pictures, and making desserts she's never made before.

Having a babyreally brought us down a notch from all the things we normally doevery year. But considering that, we still did a lot.

Early in the yearwe bought a new car, got smart phones, had fun with family (especially all those who cameto stay with us), had a Baby-moon (two people + having fun togetherbefore baby comes = time well spent) in Utah and braved a surprisingevent (Briant had surgery). Melissa said good bye to her job, and had pictures taken.

Summer brought usjoy, heat, and big responsibility!

The two monthsafter Andrew was born slowed to a crawl. Melissa really didn't do anything butfeed, change, watch, hold and take pictures of Andrew.

Briant, on theother hand, was very busy. First he went to Bear Lake with the young menin our ward (for High Adventure), then when Andrew was 6 weeks old, he wen'tto Minneapolis, MN, for his work's annual Convention (thank goodness forfamily to come stay with Melissa). He was always doing something... evenwhen he was "relaxing."

September was abusy month.

Briant blessed Andrew,

we went to Jackson Hole withBriant's parents,

harvested veggies, Briant went on MBA visits, and Melissacut her hair off...no, not all of it!

Fall was a blurtoo with Andrew learning all kinds of things, having pictures taken,

and taking pictures, going on walks (while the good weatherlasted), football, Halloween, and Thanksgiving. Melissa started all kindsof baking oncethe cold weather hit, and then more baking during the holidays.

We look forward to2012 and the many adventures that await us as Briant attends school. Newplaces to visit and new sites to see. But for now we are most gratefulfor the times we will share close to family and friends.

We are so gratefulfor this holiday season and the fun that comes with it. It is packed withtraditions, good food, candies, spreading cheer and giving gifts which makes usall love it so much. But most importantly, we remember it as the time ofyear when we think of the greatest gift given to us by our Heavenly Father. It is the time we celebrate the birth of our Savior, Jesus Christ. We remember and recognize the matchless sacrifice He bore for us all, andspread the joy that His gospel brings us. How grateful we are for Him,and the miracles He performed and can perform in our lives. There aremany forces around us that will deny the sanctity of this season, demoralizingit in so many ways and the true purpose behind it. Even though we were notin Bethlehem at the time of Jesus to witness His birth, the angelssinging, or even the wise men, we know that He came and is the King of Kingsand Lord of Lords. We have felt in our hearts the love He has for us, andthe special feelings this season brings. We know that He lives, He bringsus peace and joy, and He is the true source of happiness.

Merry Christmas toyou all, and may the following year be one of joy and happiness for you andthose you love!

Love,

Briant, Melissa,and Andrew

Thanksgiving Week

2011-11-30T12:00:00.000-07:00

WOW!!! What a week it has been for us! I'm so grateful for this time of year, the family we get to spend time with, and the feelings that come with being more aware of the blessings we have.

Recently I made a new wall decoration for this special season

(actually a friend did the vinyl lettering for me... THANKS CINDY!!):

Each time I see it, it reminds me to consciously think of what I'm thankful for. This Thanksgiving I'm especially thankful for 3 things:
#1 - My baby boy.
He brings such joy to my life. He is growing so fast, and we just love his personality.

He loves his highchair and eating oatmeal!

Loves grabbing Mommy's hair when she is close.

Makes for some pretty funny hairdos.

He just learned this week how to sit up.

He's getting better each day, but still face plants sometimes!

Sitting in the big chair, like a big boy!

He loves to chew on anything he can get his hands on.

He's getting really good at grabbing EVERYTHING!!

He's wearing 9 month clothes now... yet he is only 5 months old!

#2 - My husband.

What an incredible man! He has so much on his plate. Then, after all of that he still makes times for us, makes me and Andrew laugh, & helps me stay caught up with the things I don't get done. I love you, babe!

#3 - The many things we all take for granted.
A roof over my head, warmth inside my home, food to eat, and the ability to get things that aren't essential. Along with this, I'm very grateful for something we don't think alot about most of the time. Those who have gone before us. Our forefathers, who went through many trials just to make it in this land. Our ancestors who worked their tails off. They faced so many physical hardships and because of them I am here, living a much easier life (in some ways) then they did.

This year for Thanksgiving my brother Devin and his family came up from Utah. Yeah!!!

Wednesday evening, we had a birthday party at our place for my nephew Nicholas who turned 1 that day. All of my family (in Idaho) came and we had lots of fun together!

It was so funny to watch Nicholas eat-- demolish his cake.

What a cute boy!!

This is what it did look like... CUTE!!

Thanksgiving was awesome.... as always. I made 2 Pumpkin pies and 2 Gram Cracker pies (my favorite). Funny story, while I was making the custard filling for the Gram Cracker pie I accidentally put Cream of Tarter in instead of Cornstarch. I couldn't figure our why it was starting to curd up, and it wouldn't thicken. Good thing, I redid it and figured out the problem. I don't think my family would have ever let me make our favorite pie ever again!
A new Tradition I love, is our Thankful Moments around the table when we finish eating.

We didn't get any sleep that night. Let me tell you why.... BLACK FRIDAY! We went to Old Navy at 12AM and was out by 12:30 (well I guess we stood in line for a good 30 minutes before they opened the door).

Then we went to Kohl's and the line was supper long so we left and at 4am went to Shopko. My SIL found what she was looking for and the line wasn't too long (turns out they opened at 12am) so we were out shortly after. Then me and my other SIL stood in line at JoAnn's for a good 1 1/2 hours till they opened at 6am. We were out of there in 10 minutes! We got a good system! Then we went back to Kohl's once the lines we gone, and got our stuff. We got home at 7am and our kids were up shortly after. So, no sleep... but worth it. We have some good tips and secrets of how to shop in record time.

On Saturday, we all went to my brother, Kyle's house to help sheet rock his basement. I love working with my family. We did alot of it growing up so I feel like we are a great team. Briant helped most the time while I watched the little one, but later in the afternoon he took over so I could help. Let me tell you, I never knew how fun it could be to use power tools! Thanks Kyle, for letting me help.... even though I'm sure there are half a dozen screws that aren't all the way in...

All of us minus 1 brother.
We missed you Gene!

Side thought: For years now I have been totally against Christmas music before Thanksgiving. I just felt it robbed Thanksgiving. Then this year, something happened. My favorite radio station is the one playing the Christmas music early. I decided to listen anyway until I felt irked enough to change it. After all, I reasoned. "Let it snow", and "Jingle Bells" could be seen as "seasonal" songs. Right? Then, "The Little Drummer Boy" came on. This song just happens to be one of my favorites because it pulls at your heart strings. As I listened to to it I got those same feelings I always do. I felt love for my Savior and peace in my heart. Then, I realized something. I didn't want those special feelings of Jesus Christ to be limited to just once a year. I love the happiness that Christmas music brings me. So if that means I want it a little early, than so be it. Don't get me wrong, I still think that "Rudolf the Red Nosed Reindeer", and "Santa Clause is Coming To Town" can wait till after Thanksgiving. Don't even get me started about how how sad & annoying it is that the commercialized Christmas sometimes takes over the true meaning. Jesus is the reason for the Season... and I want to remember the happiness he brings to us all.... even before Thanksgiving.
So there you have it. I know this was long winded... but hey I'm a long winded person!

I happen to think that Thanksgiving is the perfect lead in holiday to Christmas. So let the Christmas Season begin!!!

Oh and P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAD!!!!

Fall-isms

2011-11-03T15:55:00.000-06:00

Everybody knows that with Fall comes football (college football in our house).

Briant loves it, and he is teaching his son to love it to.

But, Mom is doing her fair share of persuading him to
take interest in the piano as well.

We've been trying to go out and walk as much as

we can before the really cold weather hits...
Where will I walk when it is really cold???

...This is what that usually results in.

We know that he will wake up if we take him out,

so instead we just bring him in and leave him there

(with the wheel lock on of coarse)

Mom needs to get things done.

Sometimes Andy isn't content to just be by himself,

so I take him along and let him help.

This is how we get him and the laundry up the stairs in one trip.

He loves his warm cuddle

bug blanket the Grandma B gave him.

So nice and warm!

We've started solids. We are just doing Rice Cereal with a little

applesauce right now but he is really starting to take to it.

He really likes to watch us eat too,

and sit on my lap at the dinner table.

If he isn't with us at the table, he just sits and begs (like and dog)...

Boppys are awesome!!!

Melaween with Daddy! Who's with me, how

bout something else besides the Pope next year?

In all actuality, the theme was medieval

times and they had a cathedral so he fit right in.

Andrew was Mr. Halloween!

For actual Halloween, Andy and I went to the Library for story time and a parade!

The crowd was huge!

Briant gave me the great idea the other night when Andy wore this sleeper.

He said that he looked like a jailbird right out of prison (his crib).

So that's what he is!

My new Halloween tradition... Orange Fudge.... to share of coarse!
It's yummy!

Our latest fun thing! Andy has teeth!!!

Video Collage

2011-10-24T07:30:00.000-06:00

I've done so many videos of Andrew lately...
I made a collage of them all. Enjoy

Yeah! It finally uploaded! Seriously, it took 24 hours. Not sure why you tube was being weird. It only took 15 minutes to upload the day before. I just wanted to fix something on the video and then reload it back up. Frustrating!!!

Annual Family Pictures

2011-10-15T13:02:00.001-06:00

YEAH!!! We finally got our family pictures taken. We waited for a while until Andrew bigger & could hold his head up really well (I wanted to be able to see his face in the pictures) & I'm so glad we did. He did really well, and even gave us a few smiles. These are my favorites...

Which is your favorite & why?

Which one should we put on our wall?

#1 (one of my favs)

#7 (another fav)

#10

#11

#12

#13 (my personal fav)

#14

#15

Thanks again, Cindy!!!

Domestic Me

2011-10-13T12:35:00.000-06:00

I'm starting to really love being a stay at home Mommy! I'm doing things I've always dreamed of doing and starting new traditions.

These past couple weeks I've made:

Apple Pie... mostly from scratch.

Pumpkin Pie from scratch.

My very first batch of Sugar Cookies...

of coarse I frosted them too!

All while burning this lovely smelling candle!

Seriously, awesome!

Oh and, I knitted another wash cloth.

This was taken after I used it... and sanitized my house

with bleach water with it (so the pretty color is off now... sad)

The idea now is to make many more knitted wash clothes

(because they are so much better, and last so much longer),

and also to Knit Andrew a Christmas Sock for his very first Christmas!

Speaking of Andrew, what post would be

complete without pictures of that cute little guy?!?

Someone has discovered his feet!

Special Time with Daddy, singing Popcorn Popping

(he loves it when his dad sings to him).

He accidentally dropped this on

his nose and could get it off, Ha ha!

Cold weather...

...means getting bundled up.

He didn't like it at first but warmed up to it later.

Pun intended.

His dad says he looks like a jail bird in jail

when he wears this sleeper and he is in his crib.

So, the new traditions I was talking about are:

Orange Swirled Fudge for Halloween!

Pies for Thanksgiving.

Sugar Cookies, Fudge, Caramels, and

Gingerbread Men for Christmas (not all for me, I intend to share).

Pictures of Yummy's to come...

Anyway, I'm pretty excited for the upcoming holidays,

especially now that I'm at home and have a more

flexible schedule and time to enjoy them!

I cant wait to see what is in store for all of Andrew's First Holidays!!

Any, ideas for what we should dress Andrew as for Halloween?

We are going with simple.

Andrew & his Pumpkin

2011-10-11T12:21:00.000-06:00

My Aunt gave Andrew a pumpkin (at her party on SATURDAY, follow the link to see fun pictures... THANKS, Pam!!) from her garden with his name on it. We thought we would have some fun taking pictures with it for fall time.

We just borrowed this saucer bouncer. He loves it!

I love watching him explore and learn new things.

Fall is in the air...

2011-09-27T18:03:00.002-06:00

Life is good around here. Baby is sleeping threw the night (although he doesn't always sleep very good during the day), and is very smiley and talkative!

I know that all I've been blogging about lately is Andrew... but he is pretty stinking cute, and grows every day!!!
Any who, there are other things going on around here!
The Mums are blooming! I planted them in the GH bed 2 years ago, they came up again last year (because they are a Perennial) but didn't bloom. So, last year my boss asked me to dig them out and throw them away. I asked her if I could have them and plant them in my garden. And this year they bloomed!!! Aren't they beautiful?

I've also picked alot of Tomatoes... and one really big Bell Pepper (thanks for the plant Pam!). I'm going to take them up to my SIL's and we are going to make Salsa in the next week or so.

I discovered the secret to fast blogging... uploading pictures from my phone! They upload in 1/3 of the time!!! But, that said... it is pathetic that a photographer like me isn't taking more pictures with her nice camera. And I have to take like 10 with my phone before I get one I'm satisfied with. But, there are still some cute ones... and some pictures are better than no pictures at all. Right?

Here are some things we've been up to:

Smiling

Bumbo! Won't sit in it for long yet, but loves it for a few minutes!! He really likes to stand up too!

Tummy time on the bobby pillow is much more affective!

Trying on 3-6 months clothes... and they are fitting great!!!

Little man is getting bigger...

...everytime I pick him up I feel him getting bigger!

I got a haircut!

It was time for the locks to go... Andrew couldn't figure out

how to let go of the hair after he got hold of it!

BEFORE...

...AFTER!!!

My dad said I look heavier after the cut. I think he though I was talking about my weight when I showed him the pictures... and he didn't know these pictures were taken one day apart. Oh well, I think I look more my age... :/

While Briant was doing his MBA visits (He went to North Carolina and Michigan), I did the

chalkboards for Great Harvest.

I'm so glad my boss let me come do them again, I really enjoy doing the boards and seeing the finished product after I'm all done!

Here are the 17th boards... I did the ones Downtown too!

Another day while Briant was gone, Andrew and I

went to see a good friend of mine.

Her little boy is about a month older than Andrew.

They both love to watch the TV! Ha ha.

It was really good to see her and visit like old times at work!

Love her, can't wait to do it again!

Andrew found another friend that he loves to play with.

He really likes to suck on his ears, and his friend doesn't mind at all!

Lately, Andrew has been lifting up his head while in his bouncy seat. Now he has started doing it while he is laying down. Wow! Awesome ab muscles little dude! Can I have some back please?

I blanched and froze 49 cobs of corn! Thanks Pam!

Like I said earlier, he hasn't been sleeping very well during the day the past few weeks. He also has been getting fussy for food earlier than normal. So, we started feeding him more. We also don't swaddle him anymore (except he would sleep better if we did). We want him to learn to fall asleep with out it for when he starts mastering the roll.

We really like it when he sleeps. He is just so cute!

Really cute picture... except for the spit up.

Milestones

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This is how he rolls...

Jackson Hole

2011-09-13T15:36:00.004-06:00

While Briant's parents were visiting us this past week, we decided it would be fun to go to Jackson Hole, WY. Andrew's first trip out of the state! I was a little skeptical about Andrew and worried he wouldn't do well on the drive (he had had a few episodes of not doing well in the car lately), but all in all he did VERY well!!!

Actually this is what he did the whole way up there.

We had lots of fun there. We mostly just walked around and looked at the shops and saw the sights. We also had had a yummy pastry from a bakery, and saw the Great Harvest store too. Briant and I went to 3 or 4 Art Galleries. I didn't get my fix seeing the photos at the fair this year so I absolutely loved all the photos and paintings in Jackson! Thank goodness for the stroller that the Bailey's let us borrow! Thanks again!!!

Andrew is getting more and more alert. I absolutely love the facial expressions in all our pictures.

We got pictures in all the traditional places...

Then we drove out a ways to get some pictures by the Tetons. This is what Andrew did on the way out there...

...read Chugga Chugga Choo Choo...

"engine black and red caboose"

...watched himself in the mirror above his car seat...

... he really was intrigued with that handsome baby staring back at him...

When we got there we took a few pictures:

Then, we fed Andrew. Another cute alert facial expression after he ate...

We had such a great time with GG and Pop Pop in Jackson!!

And Andrew did too... even though he doesn't look happy in any of the pictures they got with him.

When we were about 30 minutes from home, Andrew let us know he had had enough of being in his car seat. He wasn't hungry, just bored (and it was dark, so he couldn't see anything). After trying everything, as a last resort I got out my phone. It has a flashlight app with some cool features, one of which is called disco. It changes colors every few seconds and has a spinning pattern. Once Andrew saw it, he was fascinated! He watched it for a good 15 minutes, & every time it turned red, his eyes would open bigger. It was really funny, I couldn't stop laughing. He does like to watch TV...
After he got tired of that we just turned on the flashlight and showed him a book. He loves Tugga Tugga Tug Boat too. (Thanks Julie!!) I think he's going to like reading!

Ha! The things we do for our kids so they don't scream in the car.

Another cute one of Andrew chill'n sometime during the week...

Love that boy!

Andrew's Day in White

2011-09-09T14:27:00.001-06:00

This past Sunday was a special day for our family. We dressed Andrew in white and his dad gave him a Name and a Blessing.

I've watched my brothers bless each of their children over the years and I was really excited for our turn. It was special to watch Briant "bring him unto the elders before the church", and give his new little son a blessing that is recognized by God. How blessed we are to have the priesthood.

A couple weeks ago, I was asked why we were going to dress him in white clothes. I responded that white is a symbol of purity, virtue, cleanliness, and integrity. It is a reminder of qualities required and that we intend to develope to enter into God's presence. We wear white when we are baptized and when we are sealed in the temple. And while it is not necessary to dress your baby in white for their blessing, we chose to because it is a memorable ordinance.
In our church we do not baptize infants because we learn in the Book of Mormon (Moroni 8) that children are not capable of committing sin. They are perfect in Christ and therefore saved through Him. Andrew is perfect right now. He came to us straight from our Heavenly Father's presences. So essentially, dressing Andrew in white is not a reminder for him but a reminder for us of how we should act.
We believe that we can be a family forever. We are not just handed that blessing, because we have to work for it. Through our agency we have to prove that we are willing to follow God and do as He has asked. Seeing Andrew in white this past Sunday helped me remember all that. We make choices and work hard so that we can be with Andrew forever, and all of us together return to live with God again someday.

It was a wonderful blessing and the Spirit was felt so strongly. We know our little Andrew was sent to us straight from our Heavenly Father. He is a blessing to us and we love him so much. He has a sweet little personality and we are excited to see him grow. In Mosiah 3:19 we learn that we must become like a child to put off the natural man and submit to the will of our Father. We know that we will learn a lot from him.

After church, my family (and Briant's) came over for a small luncheon. It was wonderful to have us all there! We had to take an up-to-date family picture for Mom's wall.

We also took one with just Mom and Dad with their original 6 kids... my how we have changed!!

I love my family. The one in which I came from but also the one that live with now. Families really are the most important thing on this earth. They are the very center of our Heavenly Father's plan. I know that through our faithfulness, we can be together forever!!

White Shirt and Tie

2011-08-21T19:14:00.000-06:00

Call it what you will...

Future Missionary, Future Priesthood Holder, or Future Retirement Fund Source.

Here are some funny captions we made up.....

Yeah! I'm going on a mission!

Wait.... I'll be gone for 2 years?!?

I'm going to miss my Mom!!!

Some more cute ones...

HEEEEAAAYYYY!!! Look at my nails.

Mommy's little smiler!!

Had a good laugh after this one!

6 Weeks Pictures

2011-08-11T15:14:00.003-06:00

Well now that he's 7 Weeks I'm finally getting around to posting these.

Enjoy!!

Love those stretches! Notice the purple dots on his head. He always gets those when he stretches, then they go away right after. What are they? Should I be concerned?

My favorite:

He makes this face alot... I love it!

Love this little guy!!! He is changing so much everyday. He already fits in 3 Month clothes!!!

Getting out...

2011-08-06T15:50:00.004-06:00

For the past 2 weeks I've been trying to get out more. I'm sure all who have kids know that when you have your first newborn you are scared to death to "go out" with them. You have all those worries: What if he screams? What if I can't figure out what he wants? Do I have enough time before he wakes up? What if people stare? But in the end, you decide you just have to deal with whatever comes your way because you can't stare at the walls of your own home any longer! I soon found that whenever I got out it was good for my soul & sanity, & it always felt worth the effort in the end.

We did simple trips in the car, like going to the bank and trips to grandma's house (they love that). We went to Walmart... and experienced Andrew's screaming while walking through the store (and the whole way home). Lately, we've been going outside to sit on the lawn.... which Andrew loves!!!

Last Sunday, a friend let us borrow a stroller that Andrew's car seat will fit into.
GLORIOUS!!!

We've become so much more mobile because of it!! We love going for walks in the neighborhood, to the high school track and around the greenbelt! I am finally stretching out muscles that I haven't used in a while... and boy does it feel good! I'm getting my power walk on again!! Andrew likes it too... as long as his tummy is full!

It feels good to get out. Even though I still worry, it's all worth it to get fresh air and see the outside world!

We had visitors this week. Briant was out of town for work & my brother Devin and his family came up to see Andrew and hang with us! They were so kind to make us dinner and to hold Andrew when I needed a break & especially when I needed to take a shower! The adult conversations were pleasant and I really enjoyed my niece and nephew too!

They took this picture without me knowing... so naturally I'm going to share it!

Here's one of our kids

While they were here we went for a walk around the greenbelt. We were so happy Chantelle & Chelsea could come too!

Thanks D&J for making me feel like a good mom and helping me see that I'm totally normal!

This past week, Andrew has been more and more content just being by himself. I think his eyes are developing and he can see further because he loves looking around. He likes to lay in his crib and watch his mobile now... which Mommy likes too!!! This makes it much easier to take his picture. So I've been experimenting.

I took these first:

Then, Devin gave me a tip which was very helpful and now it looks like I have a studio!

Enjoy!

Which one was your favorite??

Plugging Along

2011-07-24T21:21:00.001-06:00

Life around the Giles home has been 24/7 Andrew, Andrew, Andrew.

We are starting to figured out how very

different our lives are with him in it.

We love this little guy so much!

His little personality is starting to show a little.

We aren't very good at catching his spit ups so we go through lots of clothes, burp clothes and blankets.

He has lots of funny expressions everyday that make us laugh!

He is starting to enjoy looking around and

has recently enjoyed playing under the jungle gym.

We catch a few smiles here and there.

They are really sweet and they just melt our hearts.

He seems to really smile alot for his daddy... after all they are really good buds.

My sister in law Kat, and my nieces came over this past week.

Kat couldn't get enough of Andrew... which was really nice for me!!

(I hold him all day long, it's nice to get a break

once in a while and watch someone else enjoy him.)

Kaite has wanted to hold Andrew ever since he was born,

she finally got the chance and she grinned ear to ear!

He's already a little ham, sticking his tongue out for the camera.

Proud Mama.

Daddy and his little buddy!

They always have a good time together!

He likes to sit up like a big boy and look around.

He's also enjoying going outside more.

He likes to stay up late...

Aww!

We are still learning all about his little boy. I'm learning all about my new role as a mother and how very different everything is compared to my "old life". Sometimes I feel like I can't be myself anymore... but Briant reminded me that I am still adjusting to this "new life", and things will start falling into place soon. My role as a mother is very important to me. I know Heavenly Father has trusted me with this little man to nurture, sooth and teach him. I'm learning that it really is the most selfless role there is. I also learned that you can never say, "My kid will never do that" or, "I will never do that with my kids." You can also never look at another mother and judge because being a mom is hard and we do everything we can just to survive!
We know how special Andrew is. We are trying to do our very best to give him everything he needs to be healthy and happy. He's a great little guy and we love watching the little milestones!

3 Years!!!

2011-07-11T08:00:00.032-06:00

Today marks our 3rd Anniversary.

It also marks the 4th Anniversary of the day we held hands for the first time. AWWWW!!!

Oh what fun we have had in the time we have know each other.

I was recently thinking of all the fun times we've shared since we met and I realized something.

I am so much more in love with my husband today than I ever was the day we were married. I know I sound all guh-she, but it's the truth. Briant is an amazing man, and my life would not be the same without him. He makes me a better person everyday.

I have seen a totally different side of him since he became a father. Watching him hold and talk to Andrew has made that love increase to a whole new level!

Here's to many more years!!! Let the good times roll!!!

I love you Briant! Happy Anniversary!!

Adventures with Andrew...

2011-07-06T18:19:00.000-06:00

Life with a newborn has not been easy. I guess I knew it would be hard, but you never really know what hard means until you are living it. And then things happen that we NEVER expected to happen. Andrew has sent us through quite a few loops since we brought him home.

#1 - Screaming the whole first night.
Because I hemorrhaged my milk didn't come in as fast as it should have. So no matter how much we tried to feed Andrew, he wasn't getting enough. We tried everything to calm him, and didn't understand why he wouldn't go to sleep. At 6am, after we had tried all we could think of, and he was still frantically crying beyond reason... we gave him some formula. For the first time all night, he slept for more than 10 minutes. That's when we knew there was something up, along with the other signs including: his mouth being really dry, & red crystals in his diaper (a good indicator that he was dehydrated).
We called the Docs office the next day and took him in for a weight check. He left the hospital at 8lbs 2oz, and since then he had lost 5 more oz. We felt like terrible parents. The doc said it's common for your milk to be slow coming in for patients who hemorrhage... I wish I would have know that when we left the hospital!

#2 - Not having a bowel movement for 3 1/2 days!
We left the hospital on Friday evening. Andrew had had his last BM on Thursday evening. So when we took him to the docs on Saturday, they were concerned that he hadn't had one in a while. We kept watching and hoping. On Monday morning, with still no sign of poop... the doc scheduled a x-ray for us. As soon as we had the little guy naked on the table in the perfect position for the x-ray... he peed all over us and himself, then..... HE POOPED!! It went everywhere!!! It made for a good laugh after the fact.

#3 - Umbilical Cord
Andrew's UC has a little sharp point on it. I should have noticed in the hospital and asked them to trim it, but we were sort of in a hurry to leave. Well, this little point catches on everything. We've been really careful, but it has snagged on his shirt and then a few days ago, it snagged on his diaper while we were changing him. It tore a little but didn't come off completely . Then last night, I opened his diaper to change it and the stupid diaper had come apart and those little jelly crystal looking things had gone everywhere! Including underneath his UC. As I was cleaning him and around the cord the best I could, trying to get all those crystal things off (impossible!), Andrew was having a fit (what baby loves having his diaper changed?) and he whacked off his already loose UC. The doc had looked at it earlier and said it would be fine. I called the on call doc and he said to just rinse it in warm water. I hate those diapers!! This has happened to me 3 times now. I'm not sure I will ever use Pampers again!!

and last but not least...
#4 - Nursing
I have had a rough time with this. I am really sore and after seeking help from the lactation consultant found out we weren't latching on properly because Andrew's mouth is a little small still. I've had to pump alot (so glad I bought that thing!), and feed Andrew formula (which I was so passionate about not doing before he was born). Some days I feel it is getting better and can feed him, others I'm still in pain and I feel like a bad mom. I'm sure once I heal, everything will be fine and nursing will be a good experience. Until then, I'm going to keep trying, because I feel it is important.

Here are a few pictures & a video of the handsome little man:

He hasn't sat in this bouncy chair since...

Watch close, he flashes his gang sign.

Proud Daddy

Funny face.

Look at that face! It's hard to resist giving him a big kiss when this happens.

Even though it is hard sometimes, we love Andrew so much. He is such a sweet little guy. He smiles in his sleep, which does wonders for my soul. I love this little guy so much, and want him to be happy and healthy.

Introducing......

2011-06-30T11:50:00.001-06:00

Andrew Michael Giles

Born June 22, 2011 at 2:33PM

8 LBS 12 OZ and 22 Inches
He's got long fingers and big feet, dark blond hair and dark blue eyes.

It all began on Tuesday evening. I lost my mucous plug right after Briant got home from work. We had planned to go out to eat for my birthday and I felt there was no reason we couldn't still go. We came home and had some ice cream cake (which I had requested weeks ago).

Briant went to mutual, and I decided to stay home and rest. I called my doctor at 9PM and explained I had started leaking fluid, but wasn't really sure if it was amniotic fluid, and had slight cramping. He said I should probably go to the hospital to have it checked out. I asked if I could wait and go at 12AM because I felt okay at the moment and I really didn't want to be admitted and pay for a whole day when I would only be there for three hours. Plus all I would do is sit there and wait for everything to start happening. He said that was fine.

By 12 AM I was experiencing regular contractions and I knew I needed to go to the hospital.

The test came out positive that my water had ruptured.

I labored by myself (while receiving support from Briant) until 6AM at which point I was 5-6cm dilated.

I asked for an epidural, but the anesthesiology wasn't able to come right away, so I go something to take the edge off. This drug slowed and decreased my contractions but I still progressed to 8CM by the time I got my epidural at around 9AM.
They discovered that our little man passed meconium,
so they would have to watch him close when he came out.

I got to 10CM around 1PM and Andrew was born at 2:33PM.

It was the best moment of my life!! I was very emotional (and if you know me, I don't cry unless I'm really upset). I can't express how happy I was... it was just an incredible moment!

Then everything got exciting! Right after he was born, I started hemorrhaging. They had to give me two shots of something in the leg to try to stop it, they were squeezing the Pitocin bag, and massaging like crazy.

The combination of all of these got me puking and just kinda feeling groggy, so I just wanted to sleep.

I don't really remember too many details other than the placenta tour (so. cool.), having Briant come show me the baby but me not being able to hold him or see him because I was puking, them putting oxygen on me and making me more nauseous, and them saying I'd lost about 1/3 of the blood I had.

They had to give me 2 units of blood and 1 plasma. Once they did this I woke up and felt much better.
Briant and Andrew got some good bonding time while all of this was going on but after 2 hours I was finally able to hold my little boy!!
Check it out you can see the blood line they are pumping into me.
I look terrible... I felt like I had been run over by a car... multiple times
(that's the only way I can explain what contractions feel like).

I really debated with myself before putting this up.... but I had to.
After all it is our first family photo.
We should have had someone take a better one when I looked better.

After a while they took Andrew to do assessments and such. The Pediatrician told Briant that he had some rapid breathing so they were going to monitor him for a while. The Pediatrician came in around 8PM and old me that he was fine and I had nothing to worry about.

There were alot of babies born that day, so they had alot of baths to give. I couldn't get out of bed (catheter) and since they were short on nurses they couldn't bring him to my room to give him his bath. Sad for me! My parents had come over to visit, so Briant went with them to give Andrew his first bath. My mom took lots of pictures for me..... THANKS MOM!!
Briant is so delicate with him, it's so sweet. I think they are going to be good buds.

I really don't love hospitals. But they do pamper you... they have to, you can't do anything yourself. I especially hate blood pressure cuffs!
Everyday I was in the hospital I felt better, but I still felt overwhelmed when I thought of at home life. I wasn't at my best... how could I care for a newborn? Plus my blood count was still low. When I don't eat regularly, I feel really gross and dehydrated. I just have to not over do it for a while and get myself better. Good thing I have Briant. I feel so blessed with how much he helps me and cares for us. He is such a good daddy.

We had quite an adventure our first night home and the first couple days. But I will save that for my next post. I am still figuring this little man out and I still feel just a little overwhelmed at times. Thanks to those who calm my over worried brain. We are doing great though, and I'm absolutely in love with Andrew! He has the sweetest personality and the cutest mannerisms.

I promise I'll post again soon. Only get a few moments here and there though... life is way different with a newborn than it was before!!

Maternity Pictures

2011-06-21T15:17:00.001-06:00

I wanted to post these pictures along with my last post, but forgot. I wrote that post at like 10PM, so my brain wasn't all there when I finished.

These are some fun pictures Cindy took of me around 38 weeks. She did terrific... I think they turned out so cute!
Lately, I've been conscious of the way I look. I feel big and ugly and awkward. I think I'm most uncomfortable with my face (because I feel it looks filled out and rounder than normal) and my stretch marks (which nobody in a million years will be taking pictures of!). BUT , I am not going to let that stop me from capturing the beauty of carrying a child. It is truly a gift from God and a miracle to be pregnant! I believe that all the uncomfortable-ness is just part of it, and that includes my appearance. I want to remember what I looked like. I want my little Boy to know what I looked like. So without further ado:

Thanks Cindy!!!

Waiting Patiently

2011-06-19T22:39:00.004-06:00

Well here we are finally at 40 weeks.

I appreciate everyone who calls daily to see how I am and if I have good news. The truth is, no JR has not made his grand entrance yet. We are still patiently waiting. Good news is, he can't stay in there forever... and I'm slowly progressing! Hopefully it should be sometime this week.

Briant's parents came out to visit this last week. We had great times with them!

Last Sunday, we all drove over to my parents home to have a BBQ. It was a great day for grilling and eating on the deck!

Briant doing what he does behind the grill...

Dad, finding something to light the grill with.

Easy, dad!

MIL & FIL making punch...

Me getting in the way...

After dinner, we played a nice game of horseshoes...

Yes, pregnant people can still play horseshoes... even thought it looks funny.

I know I throw with the wrong foot in front people, but I have a system and

I'm not about to change it... and I earned most of the points for our WINNING team. So there

Before we left I had a go on the swing,

it actually felt pretty good to stretch!

While Steve & Gaylene were visiting they helped us get a lot of home projects accomplished that we've been wanting to do.

They helped us wash our windows (I could never figure out how to take

the windows out to do in between the screen),

pulled lots of weeds and spray others,

fix our broken gate,

& put up shutters... just to name a few.

Briant loving that power tool!

Gaylene came out to see how the progress was coming, and she slipped on my chacos.

I teased her just a little for wearing socks with them... Haha!!

We also had many lovely dinners, meaningful conversations, and a couple trips to good 'ol Reeds!!
Thanks for a great week!!! We love you!

Yesterday, marked 40 weeks for JR. We really tried to jump start things to get him here.

We did chores around the house then headed here to walk around...

We saw lots of fun animals including, lions, sloth bears, penguins,

monkeys (that don't know much about hygiene), and one of my favorites

the baby zebra!

Ooh! So cute.

The tiger was no where to be seen, bummer!

We'll keep trying. I've also been doing the stairs and jumping jacks!!!

This was actually from Baby Shower weekend but it was so cute I had to put it up.

Anna, learned how to turn off the lawn mower

while we were still going. Ha ha!

Just another thing pregnant people CAN do....

and just maybe what I'll try next!

37 Weeks & Baby Shower Weekend

2011-06-01T21:45:00.001-06:00

GUESS WHAT!?! I am 37 weeks!!

I have finally hit the full term mark. While this means, JR has developed everything he needs to function.... it does not mean he is going to come out right now. He will spend a few more weeks growing some more fat and making sure everything is matured before he greets us with his presents. While I would be happy if he came out now, I will wait patiently for when he is ready, and not rush his arrival. I feel it is important to let them "cook" until they are done, and not get induced unless it is medically necessary.

In the mean time I have been up to alot:

I've been adoring all my tulips that came up...

I think they are a great focal point for our yard in the Spring!

Planting some Perennials my Mom gave me

(and some that I bought). I know they kinda look hashed

right now, but give them some time and they will be thriving!!

Making a Nursing Cover!!!

It isn't perfect... I think it might be a little long,

and there are three different colors of thread, but I like it!!

...and Planting my Annual Pots on the porch.

This year I chose red Geraniums and White Petunias.

This past weekend my Mom and Chantelle (SIL) threw me a Baby Shower. Most all of my family came for the event, plus a bunch of my friends. We had a blast!!!

We played a memory game, and a relay game...

(Click the collage to enlarge)

Then opened presents...

I find some of my candid facial expressions

somewhat humorous!

And what a great surprise!!!

THANKS TO ALL WHO CAME!!!

I had so much fun, and I love all gifts I received! It was so good to see some of my friends I haven't seen for a while and catch up!

Thanks especially to my Mom and Chantelle!!

That was only part of our weekend...

Briant went golfing with Chris, Devin, and Mahon (during the shower). Chris & Devin tied!!

My parents hosted a BBQ & we had lots of

fun visiting and watching the cousins play together.

Devin, Julie, Briant & I stayed up each night to play Farkle and Monopoly Deal!

Briant, my dad and some of my brothers went shooting.

Anna showed us tricks.

And, this little guy showed us that he can't wait to meet his buddy.

So you see, we had quite a busy weekend. I love my family. I'm always so excited when they come visit and we all get together. Thanks everyone for a great time!!

Looking Forward

2011-05-10T13:10:00.000-06:00

To begin, I'd like to update you on the progress of baby things accomplished & the nursery... because I am so proud.

My mom and I finished the little guy's blanket a few weeks ago. In the meantime we have also finished the crib blanket, that matches the curtains, but I haven't gotten a picture of it yet.

I was kinda going stir crazy wanting to get the nursery moved around and the office stuff moved downstairs like we had planned. But, with Briant recovering from surgery and unable to lift heavy stuff (and needing to take it easy), this was proving to be impossible by myself. Thanks to some close family and friends I was able to cross that off my list. THANK YOU!!!

I made a car seat blanket, which isn't perfect, but I love!!!

And last, but not least, here is JR's progress.

I am now currently 34 weeks (I don't see much of a difference)... so

ONLY 6 WEEKS LEFT TO GO!!!

Celebrating Mother's Day always gets me thinking about the future. Especially with our little guy so close to being here I think even more.

It is very common for the story of the Strippling Warriors in the Book of Mormon to be read on Mother's Day. 2,000 Young Men go to battle to fight when their enemies attack them, because their father's had made a promise with God to never fight again. These very young men chose to defend their country. They were brave, valiant, honest, trustworthy & they kept the commandments of God. Even though they had never before fought in battle they were not afraid because their Mother's had taught them to have faith and if they did not doubt, God would deliver them. At the end of the battle, not one of those brave warriors had been killed. All because those boys didn't doubt that their mothers knew and had taught them to have faith in God.

It really is a remarkable story. One of the speakers in church this past Sunday spoke of his wife and her ability to know her children well. She knew each of their schedules & their needs. She knew when they were happy but she also knew when they would need a shoulder to cry on.

I began to think of my mother. She knew us too. Some of my most fond memories are in the arms of my mom when I just needed to cuddle up and feel loved for a while. She always knew how to listen and to tell me just what I needed to hear... she still does. I know she loves me, and I am grateful for her and all she has done for me.

There are others who have played that role of a mother for me too. Some of them had children of their own, others didn't have children at all. Some where teachers whom I only saw at school or at church and some where actually my peers. I worked with many people who gave me love and taught me many things. But each of them played a part of nurturing, teaching, and loving in my life. I don't think you have to have children to know how to be a mother, or use those instincts that come with being a women.

I've been reading this little book that my mom just gave me:

As many of you know, Sheri Dew isn't married and doesn't have her own children.

She talks in the book about how motherhood is divine, eternal, in our core & is the true nature of every women. It becomes more clear why Satan wants to confuse our roles when you understand the magnitude of motherhood. She also says, "The Lord does nothing with a short-range view. Everything He does is for forever. Thus.... our motherhood began before we were born."

I love the picture on the front because, how many of us had dolls when we were little. How many of us practiced at that young age to nurture and love. It just goes to show that even the smallest girls have the instincts of motherhood. We were at a Special Needs Social yesterday and one of those ladies was carrying around a little doll. Even those with disabilities want to nurture.

I know I have these motherly instincts too... and have had them for as long as I could remember. I love to hold babies, I love to sing to them, I love to put them to sleep. These instincts don't just happen by chance.

My heart hurts for those who want children of their own and are unable for one reason or another to do so at this time. I've wanted this baby that I carry for so long. In fact, long before I was married. I wanted one to hold in my arms, to teach, to love. I really still don't have a "career plan" because all I've every thought of for my life's plan was to be a mother.

How grateful I am for the opportunities that have been placed before me. Throughout this whole pregnancy I have worried about everything. As of late, I worry when I don't feel him move very much in a day or even a few hours. I think I worry because I want him so badly, I'll do anything... make any sacrifice to make sure I get to see him healthy, whole and happy.

I hope that I can be that mom that I've always wanted to be. I want to teach my children what is right. I want to teach them of their Divine heritage. I want to instill in them values and integrity. I want them to help others and look for people to serve. I want them to love nature and being outside. I pray that I won't let the opportunities to teach them slip from me, and that I won't be lazy. For now, I'm looking forward to my true destiny... of being a mother.

An Unpleasant Surprise

2011-04-24T18:58:00.001-06:00

It all started at 1am when Briant woke up with severe abdominal pain. After pacing for a bit and the pain getting worse, he woke me around 2:30 to tell me he thought we should take a trip to the 24 Hour RediCare. I knew Briant wouldn't suggest going somewhere unless he was really in pain.

They did a urine sample, a blood draw, and a little x-ray, but didn't really see anything alarming. His White Cell Count was normal, he wasn't throwing up, and he never had a fever... yet the pain persisted and by this point had moved more to his right side and was much sharper than before. So, after an hour of being at RediCare, we decided to go to the Emergency Room and get a CT Scan. Funny note: They had to offer us an ambulance, even though we were across the parking lot from the ER... we declined. (I wonder how many people actually take them up on that.)

In the ER, they gave him an IV, and finally got him in for the Scan (I felt this took a little longer than it should have). It took like 30-40 minutes before they read the scan and told us the results (again, this feels like forever when you are tired, and someone you love is groaning in pain!)

Before, anyone says anything about me taking pictures in the middle of all this...

Briant was the one who asked why I wasn't taking pictures, and said i should!

I went to the bathroom, and when I got back Briant said they had come in and said he needed surgery because he had a stone in his appendix. Seriously, I had never heard of a stone being in the appendix before... and the word 'surgery' scared me to death so I started to get emotional. For me & I'm sure for most people, the worst things run through your head, even though it is like the most routine surgery there is.

By then, it was about 6am. I called our Home Teachers and asked if they could come over to give a blessing. I texted my family... I couldn't really call anyone, because I got terrible service in the middle of the ER, and I didn't want to leave Briant for fear they would take him away without me being able to say I loved him. Plus, doctors were coming in to explain the surgery, etc.

The surgeon finally came in like 30 minutes later to tell us that they were in the process of putting Briant on the schedule and that his surgery would take place within the hour. By this point, he was saying, "Just take me away to surgery and take it out." How he wasn't worried I have no idea... I was.
They gave him some morphine and he said, "Even, though I still feel pain, this is like the best I've felt in 4 hours!"

In that hour, I called his parents, my parents came over to support us, and our home teachers were there to give Briant a blessing. How grateful I am for the Priesthood and the power behind it. It really did help to calm my nerves. They took us up to surgery & the anesthesiologist came over to explain how he would fall asleep. No idea they would stick a tube down his throat. More crying for me... I'm so glad they don't allow people to watch their loved ones during surgery.

Right before surgery

The surgery took an hour, just like the surgeon said it would. He said everything went very well, and that the appendix hadn't ruptured & didn't ooze at all. Briant was in recovery and I would have to wait an hour to see him. But like 10 minutes later the nurse that was with Briant called us and said he was doing really well and he was going to take him up to his room.

He slept a bit, and then ate ice chips, then slept some more, then had some jello and broth. By then, he was awake and talking to me like normal.

They decided since he was doing so well they would feed him a normal lunch, instead of just liquids. All he had to do to go home was to Eat, Drink, Go to the Bathroom, and Walk down the hall --all of which he did before 2pm-- so they let him go home around 2:30!!!

Briant really doesn't have that much pain. He says his abs are sore but that's really it. It was pretty funny to talk with him when he got home about some of the symptoms of post surgery because they are alot like my pregnancy symptoms. He can't really use his ab muscles when he gets off the couch as I can't, so we both roll to the side when we get up. He can't lift anything over 20 pounds... and there are like seriously 5 or 6 other similarities. We concluded that possibly one reason for men having their appendix out is to feel sympathy for pregnant ladies.

We learned alot, but wouldn't wish it upon anyone. Hospitals are definitely not fun and we are so glad this experience is over. Most especially, we are glad Briant is better!

Weekend Getaway!

2011-04-17T21:36:00.002-06:00

Lately, Briant and I have felt the need to go somewhere together, and spend a little quality time before the baby gets here. Since I now only have 9 weeks left, we felt, the sooner the better.

So last weekend we took a little trip to Utah. I felt kinda bad, because there isn't a whole lot I can do spontaneously and that has to do with exerting myself like I used to. This includes sports and other fun activities I love to do (like Ice Skating, walking long distances, etc.). I'm sure most of you would understand why.... this being what I look like right now:

So what can you really do on a weekend getaway with a 7 month pregnant lady?
You can...
#1 - Go to the Temple
We went to the Logan, Temple on our way down. It was very pretty. I'm glad we went because this is the temple my parents were married in, and I've always wanted to see it. We drove from Logan through the canyon to Salt Lake City. We were hoping to see the pretty view we've heard so much about, but as you can see from the pictures, it was snowing and gross the whole time.

#2 - Stay at The Little America Hotel
We didn't get many pictures, but really we both had a great time.
We did a little swimming in their pool... which was really nice for me, because I got to stretch and I didn't have all the belly weight in the pool. I really wish I could do that more often! Jr. seemed to like it too!
While there we also had yummy dinner and breakfast. Food is always good, when shared with someone you love, and pleasant conversation comes along with it.

#3 - Go see a movie

We really enjoy going to the movies together. We saw Source Code, and we thought it was really good!

#4 - Go to Park City and SHOP!

For a couple hours at least. I got worn out from all the walking after a while. But we did get some stuff for Jr. and Briant got a few shirts. I wish we had outlet stores with clearance racks that big in Idaho. The weather up there was pretty crappy too, but oh well, we still had fun together.

Oh and P.S. I've decided that all store need to have chairs to sit on in them, not just The Motherhood!

#5 - Visit friends and family!

While we were in the area we stopped by and saw our good friends Andy & Katie. I so wish we lived closer because we really hit it off with these two whenever we hang out!

We also went and stayed with Devin and Julie (my brother and his wife) for a couple days. We had a great time visiting, and playing Monopoly Deal (they had never learned how to play, so we taught them). They have some super cute kids that we really enjoyed playing with too. I shall never forget when Anna jumped on Briant's stomach one night and said to him face to face, "I like you."

Me and Anna before Church

Gene & Taylor (my brother and his fiancée) & Grandma Peggy, came over for dinner Sunday night and we had a great time visiting with them too. We talked about all the details for the wedding in July & played Monopoly Deal again (really... such a fun game!).

On Monday, Julie and I also went shopping together to a couple different stores and got some much needed girls time together.

While we were out Briant went down to BYU for a MBA visit, and learned alot about their program.

It really doesn't matter where we are, I love spending time with my husband. He is kind, funny and he just gets me. I love that we are close and we can be open with each other. I feel like time spent together only makes this get better and better, whether it is at home eating dinner together, on a home town date, or during our weekend get aways. Even though we will have a little one added to the mix soon, I hope we can always have these kind of moments where we can grow closer together. I love you, Briant!

Good Bye Great Harvest

2011-04-12T10:00:00.254-06:00

Today is my last official day at Great Harvest Bread Co. Even though I haven't actually been on the schedule for a while, today is the day I will turn in my key, sign my name on the wall and I won't work there anymore. I will be moving on because I am coming up on the next big step in my life. I've always wanted to be a stay at home Mom and now my dream is coming true. It's bittersweet. I'm ready to move on... but I can't forget the past.

I started working at Great Harvest on August 12, 2003... just out of high school. I was still a baby... and very immature! But as the years grew, so did I. I found myself while working there & realized who I wanted to be. My life has changed a lot since day one, and I've done a lot too: I've worked at both stores, doing every shift available but one. I bought my first car, and my first camera. I've taken many steps and advanced greatly in the Portrait Photography world. I moved out of my parents house, twice. I went to college... for 2 months. Because of Great Harvest, I volunteered at Camp Magical Moments for 4 years. I had tons of fun on my own. I dated a lot, went through a couple big relationships, got engaged, got married, and am now about to have a baby.

Great Harvest has taught me so many great lessons.
I've learned...
...how to be myself.
...how to get along with many different types of people (even when we clash).
...how to talk to people and give good customer service.
...how to really work for a company and do my best to make them look good.
...how to draw on chalkboards and let my creative side shine.
...how to live with my pet peeves.
...how to face my fears.
...how to stand up for my beliefs.
...how to not put up with crap from others.
...how to work more efficiently.
...how to put love into everything you make.
...how to be a really good cleaner!
...how to shut up and just work.
...how to beautify.
...how to listen.
...how to earn brownie points... don't judge.... and make brownies.
...how to be more honest.
Really the list could go on and on!!

I've worked with so many people from all different walks of life. I've made lots of friends over the years and I have a ton of memories! I went through all the photos I've taken over the years (there were a lot) and after dusting them off (literally, they were covered in flour dust), I scanned them into my computer so I could share several with you.

Yes I know the coat is hideous... it was a white elephant gift.

I loved this van, I drove it a lot. I also loved the glasses!

I thought I looked pretty cool here.

David Wire and I... those things he makes are heavy,

my head almost fell off!

The first GH chalkboard I ever did.

I was pretty proud!

Lish and I. I love her!

Some of the girls who started at GH when I did.

I shall never forget this pink vest. I wore it till it looked gross,

and then I threw it in the GH garbage,
because someone made fun of it.

Pretty Christmas lights... this tree is gone now.

GH Halloween Party (I was a Punk).

Someone there actually asked seriously if this is

what I really looked like outside of work.

Boy did I fool them.

My Boss' costumes at that party.

We all laughed so hard!

I spent alot of time doing this...

Yes, there was a time I wore pjs to work... and loved it!

AWWW... seriously my favorite people that I worked with!

Some goofing off while remodeling & painting the 17th store.

I loved doing the tours with all the kiddos!!

I'm not proud of this picture. I look terrible.

But I am proud of the fact that I trained for and ran in

the "To Bone & Back" race with our GH team.

I ran 5 miles, baby!

Cleaning the oven.... how many of you

can say you've been inside an oven that big?

One of many hikes I went on with my GH friends!

I really miss this one.

I suggested we all go have a "whipped cream fight"

outside... they interpreted that as,

"Gang up on Missy, while she takes the garbage out."

Another GH team... Volleyball at the Apple.

Snowshoeing with my buddies.

This was my "break up therapy" at the time.

My boss and I at my Wedding.

I really hope it is remembered

that I was the Pumpkin Roll Queen.

Proof that I did the boards!

The latest board I did.

I will never, ever forget Great Harvest and the impact it has had on me. It truly has changed my life for the better. 7 years, 8 months... and 8 Christmas'. I've worked double shifts & early shifts. I've done many cleaning projects, and shift made just for me (gardener/mixes/projects shift last summer). I was slow, but thorough and did my job right the first time! I had the time of my life. Sometimes, like everyone, I got discouraged or frustrated... but I didn't quit. It wasn't always easy... but it was so much fun & I'm glad I worked there. I'm sure I'll still go and help with the boards occasionally, and maybe help during Christmas' if I can... at least while we live here still.

Good Bye, Great Harvest. You've been good to me.

But, I know I will never really say good bye forever. You see, I will always come back to visit... physically & mentally.

It's Time to Celebrate Yourself!

2011-03-30T12:08:00.001-06:00

We have those days where we just hate ourselves. We look at other people and say, "Why can't I be like them?" I have been doing this alot lately, especially on the days I don't get as much accomplished as I used to (before I was a small whale). While most of us will agree this is normal, I believe it definitely isn't healthy.

We had Stake Standards Night for the youth about a month ago and the Stake President and his wife spoke. Her talk was focused on this very topic. She stated, "I know I'm somebody, because God doesn't make junk." She gave some counsel to these wonderful teenagers about how to stand up for what is right... which takes courage... which comes from having good self esteem. One of the points she brought out was: "Don't compare yourselves to others. When we do this it's usually our weaknesses against others strengths." I really liked that.

Some friends of mine have written up a list of their strengths & things they were good at on their blogs. I thought this would be a great idea. While we all have weaknesses.... I think it's good to take a few moments every once in a while and focus on our strengths. Sometimes you just have to tell yourself that you are awesome. So today, I am celebrating me. You should do the same. I think it's good therapy!

When I started this list, I thought it would take me a couple days. It actually only took me like 30 minutes.

I probably do like to brag on myself a little, but I'll just chalk one up to seeing the glass half full.

THINGS I'M GOOD AT:

Organizing: Not like keeping the house spotless, organizing... but like organizing the hall closet, cubby in the corner or getting everything to fit in a spot when someone says it can't be done. I also think I'm pretty good at organizing events & thinking of small details.
Eating: I know this sounds bad, but what I mean is I'm not picky, I try everything at least once (and even will give it a second try years later), and I'm really good about eating all kinds of veggies and fruits. I even eat stuff if it isn't my favorite, like squash, because I like variety and I know it's good for me.
I'm positive. I try to give everything the benefit of a doubt.
Paying Bills: Again, this has something to do with organization. I think I just have a good system.
Putting my thoughts into words. I love journaling, and I love to spend time thinking of just the right way to present something. Hence, blogging.
Encouraging people. I think I'm good at talking to a variety of people (whether they are popular or not), boosting their self esteem, and helping them see their true potential. I also think I am a people person, I really enjoy chatting it up... which isn't always a good thing, because sometimes I say things I shouldn't.
I'm good with the elderly. I try to talk slowly and clearly and just be nice... they are amazing people full of spirit.
I'm patient with most things.
I easily forgive & move on. I have been known to rant about things I am passionate about, but I usually let things go pretty well.
I love to be creative. Whether it is making cards or taking pictures. I love to try new things. I like to design things (like when I make a handout), and make sure the layout is well balanced and all is in the right place.
I have good handwriting. I've worked hard to have this, and even been known to "start over" many times because it didn't look right.
I love to laugh & love trying to make others laugh too... even if that means I look like a fool.
I enjoy growing things. I have lots of house plants that do really well, and whatever I've planted outside has been a success.
I love kids.
I'm always willing to try something new... for example: hockey. And so glad I did, it's so much fun.
I like to help people especially when they are in a bind. I hardly ever said no when coworkers asked me to cover for them at GH (sometimes even if I had to work a double).
I love to learn, and I ask alot of questions.
I am observant. Not many things get past me without me noticing.
I'm good at remembering small, sometimes random details.
I think I'm good at doing what I think is right... even when it is hard.

Now, it's your turn. Let's hear what you think! Everybody is good at something if not many things. Maybe I'll even get Briant to jot down a list... we haven't heard from him on here in a while... hint hint.

Odds & Ends, Here & There

2011-03-22T16:41:00.002-06:00

Wow!!! It totally isn't like me to not post for a month! What have we been up to? Little odds and ends, here and there.

We've been watching the little one get bigger. Which also means we've been watching me get bigger... accompanied with those first ugly stretch marks and the painful round ligament pain. Not fun, but I know it will be worth it in the end.

I've had many people ask me, how I'm feeling. Well, to tell you the truth, nothing like I expected! First let me say, that I am happy I'm pregnant and so excited for what is to come. But, my body feels so different. It's not the same body I've lived with for 25 years... it's changing and I'm not used to it. You come to know what is normal for you, but lately I just can't tell. It's kinda weird.

But, now that I'm in my third trimester, I couldn't be happier that what I want most out of this, will be here soon. I can't wait to see his face, to hold him, to hum him a lullaby, to comfort and sooth him. I think of him everyday (how could I not with all the punches, kicks, and squirming), and thank my Heavenly Father for this precious gift... because that's what he is.

We decided to get new phones... and change companies. We are now with Sprint, and I must say... I think we are getting a pretty good deal. We both ended up getting this phone:

Yes, one is Black(his) and one is Purple(mine)

I have always loved LG's because I think they run smooth and are really easy to figure out. They are Smart Phones, so we can download all kinds of cool apps now. I love technology, so this has been very fun for me!!

Briant had a camp out with his scouts a couple weeks ago, so instead of being home alone, I went and stayed the night with my brother and his family. My niece, performed a cute little dance in her Operetta and she did such a good job!!! I made a little video:

Now that the munchkin's curtains are done, my mom and I have been working on blankets. Here is one quilt I just finish the front for. We are proud.

In Sunday School two weeks ago we talked about parables given by the Savior. I think once you get the hang of them, they are intriguing. We learned that he made them about things that the people did every day so that they could relate to them better.

I love that Ah-Ha Moment when you figure out (or someone else explains) what they really mean and how they apply to you. I'm so grateful that he made them so simple.... but so deep all at the same time.

The parable of the sower was what really caught my attention this week... especially about the seeds that get caught in the stony places.

When we were little, and we argued with one another, once in a while my mom would send us out to the garden to pick up rocks as a consequence. Why do we get rid of the rocks in our gardens? I used to think it was because it was really annoying when you hit them with the shovel while digging. While that may be true, there is another reason. When you have a really stony garden, it is harder for the roots to grow deep. Even when we weren't in trouble, my mom would tell us while we were weeding, "If you see a big rock, pick it up and throw it away."

I'm not sure my mom intended for me to learn this lesson while I picked up rocks all those years ago, but it suddenly hit me in the middle of this lesson. When, I get rid of the rocks in my lives (anything that won't let the Spirit in), then my roots in the Gospel and my relationship with Heavenly Father and the Savior grow. When I have those Spiritual rocks I cannot progress as I should... so by getting rid of them I can become more Christ-like. I'm sure this could apply to the weeds too.

I am so grateful for the scriptures and the things I learn from them.

Well, that's what's been up here for the past month. All is good.

24 Weeks!

2011-02-28T17:51:00.000-07:00

I had my doctor's appointment today. All is well... love hearing that heart beat!!

He said that I'm measuring closer to 25 weeks.

So what does that mean? Big baby? I hope not too big... just healthy big.

This was taken last week, but close enough.

(I'm only taking one of these once a month. HERE is a comparison from last month)

We did have a bit of a scare last week. I woke up in the night bleeding a little. I'm not going to share the details, that could take a long time and be a little gross... but it scared me and I was a nervous wreck all day. I called the Doc and went in for an ultrasound that afternoon. The baby is absolutely fine. No warning flags and everything looked just as it should. So why? Nobody knows, sometimes that just happens. In fact I wouldn't have even shared this story... it really has no important value, other than to make people worry... but I had to share one of the cute pictures I got at the ultrasound.

Here's our little boy, sucking on his feet... content as can be.

That little stinker.

So cute. It's always good to feel him kicking, see him on screen, or hear his heartbeat... I love it!! Even though I am starting to feel uncomfortable at times... I have "those moments" and I remember how good it is to have this opportunity & know it is all worth it. I really think I'm beginning to fall in love with him. I can't wait to meet him in person!

Curtains are Finished!!!

2011-02-26T19:04:00.001-07:00

I finished the curtains in the baby's room tonight!

My mom came over and helped me with them a couple days this week, and I'm pretty proud.

I got some of the bedding and stuff for the crib. So cute.

I know I'll have to buy a few more sheets, but I really liked this one.

We also made the curtains long enough so that I could darken the room if I want to.

The finer details...

I really like them!!! Thanks for all your help MOM!!!

Let the Preparing Begin

2011-02-18T16:31:00.000-07:00

Wow!! I know it has been a few weeks. I just haven't had too much to update on, but I do now! Now is the time to prepare, and my body has been telling me that for sure. There is no time to waste!

I've/We've been doing lots of preparing, searching, & review reading for two different things:
#1 Baby Stuff

I now have my car seat & diaper bag:

I was practicing on Theodore the teddy bear.

Crib (which we set up last week).

No worries, it's not going next to the window...

It's going to go here, we just have to wait a while longer

till we move the computer downstairs.

A few baby clothes, diapers, and blankets.

I think I found some pretty good deals, so I just got them.

I've ordered the crib mattress, and some other stuff too. Just waiting for it to get here in the next week or so.

#2 A New Car!!
I wrote a post a couple months ago about car trouble we were having. I ended up deleting it, but just to sum it all up, we had car trouble and decided we needed to buy a new car. We knew we would get a new one in the next couple years anyway... so we would definitely have a reliable one for when we go to school. We put Briant's 2001 Dodge Stratus up for sale, but we didn't get any bites (not really the season). For a month or so we looked up reviews & consumer reports, researched several different cars, and test drove a couple different kinds.
We decided on a Toyota Camry in the end, and last Saturday we found our car!! Say good bye to the Dodge and hello to our new 2009 Camry!!

We named her CHIP, short for Blue Chip...

you know like in the stock market?

According to NYSE, a blue-chip stock is stock in a company with a national reputation for

quality, reliability and the ability to operate profitably in good times and bad.

I think the name suits this car very well.

Thanks to Briant for coming up with such a clever name!!

I'm really excited it has an Aux port for our Zune's!!!

There are still plenty more things to do before we will be ready for the little guy... I've got my work cut out for me.
Briant has been preparing and reading up on MBA schools he wants to apply for. I'm getting really excited for the future and what it holds for us!

IT'S A.......

2011-02-02T13:53:00.003-07:00

We had our ultrasound this morning and we are proud to say that our baby is healthy and loves to squirm around!!

We are definitely having a BOY!!!

We had the same suspicions as most of you that voted. I've had that "boy" vibe for a while now, and Briant proudly said, "I knew it!" when the news was announced. We feel incredibly blessed and can't wait for all that is in store. We are so excited... especially me because now I can go shopping!!

I loved the ultrasound! It's so incredible to see all the parts that have developed in this tiny baby. The technician showed & told us all kinds of details about the brain, heart, stomach, kidneys, spine, feet, face, etc., and I totally soaked up the whole thing. I'm sure they do that for everyone, but I thought it was intriguing! A baby really is such a little miracle from the beginning!!! I feel so thankful to my Father in Heaven for allowing us this incredible opportunity and blessing. After seeing this sweet little baby it definitely became more real for me.

Okay, I know some of you want to see some pictures!

Profile of his head

His skull... scary!

This is his nose and his lips... giving me a kiss (on the right).

I'm pretty sure that is his heart as well (those little dark shadows, that look like a S3)

We learned his heart is about the size of the tip of my

pinky finger... complete with four working valves!!! WOW!!

His little foot :-)

It was so fun to see this baby again!! He is very active, and loves swimming around! Can't wait to meet him!
There have been quite a few people asking where I'm registered. I thought it would be better to wait until we all knew what I was having. I'm registered at Target & Babies-R-Us. I registered for alot of basics and neutral colors because I mainly want to be able to use stuff for future kids :)

Learning to be a Homemaker

2011-01-26T11:37:00.001-07:00

I haven't posted much this month. Not because I haven't been doing much, but because I just didn't know how to really put it into words until now. I am learning how to be a homemaker. I've also been busying myself in projects that need to be done.

I think the biggest project I've been working on, and by far the one I'm most proud of is the Camp Magical Moments video. I was the videographer last year at camp. Now that I have the program, and the busy season for Great Harvest has past, I have set myself down to learn the program and make the video. I have absolutely loved it. The program was fairly easy to learn, and I love to see it's progress so much that I worked on it for nearly two strait days to get it most of the way done. I still need to get some things figured out before I can call it completed. Here is a sneak peak of the beginning:

I've been cleaning out the "soon to be" babies room.

This cupboard/drawer unit has been rid of clothes... now I have

to find new homes for all the junk too.

I also use the vanity table for beautifying myself, which will end up as a changing table. The computer currently resides in this room along with my scrap booking stuff. I'm having a hard time figuring out where everything should go.

I've been working on Personal Progress as a leader in Young Womens. One of my 10 hour projects is to learn how to knit. I had my first lesson yesterday. Here is my first little knitted piece... I'm pretty proud so don't make fun!

I'm not on the schedule right now at work, but they still have me down as a backup. So, I've worked a little bit here and there too.

I do have alot of time to myself. I wouldn't call it a waste of time because I feel as though I'm still learning. Learning to use my time wisely, learning to create a routine, learning what I want for the future. I feel like I've been learning how to be a better homemaker.
I've been trying to focus on making my home a place where the Spirit can reside. I've been trying to be better at keeping the house neat and organized, and not procrastinating my chores. I feel much better about myself when I do this.
My sister-in-law has been posting on her blog about what a Mormon Women is. I've thought alot about this and what it means to me. I want to be the best mom I can be. That is what I've always wanted, my entire life! I know how important it is to have a mother in the home to nurture the children as they grow up, because that is what I had. I know that the world sometimes sees this as old fashioned, and some people may think that mothers need to have a career instead of staying at home all day. Being a mother is a career... in fact it is many careers all rapped up in one. I want to be the main source for my children's knowledge. I want to teach them of their true identity and destiny in this world. I know that changing the world starts first in the family.

"We cannot and we must not allow the school, community, television, or even Church organizations to establish our children's values. The Lord has placed this duty with mothers and fathers. It is one from which we cannot escape and one that cannot be delegated. Others may help, but parents remain accountable. Therefore, we must guard the sanctity of our homes because that is where children develop their values, attitudes, and habits for everyday living." -M Russel Ballard, Ensign May 1991, 79-80

So, I really do think my place is at home, where I know the importance of helping to instill values and integrity in my children is greatly needed.
I've been thinking alot about what I need to do to prepare to be a mother. This has been my main goal in my life so I don't want to mess it up. I really want to teach my children with the Spirit, so I know I need to do those things that bring the Spirit in; reading scripture, saying prayers, FHE, etc. Sometimes I worry that I won't know what to say when my children ask, say or do certain things. Will I freeze? This is where the Spirit comes in. Missionaries read their scriptures and say their prayers daily so that the Spirit will be with them always, and they will know how to testify to people in an individual way that that person will understand. Being a mother is alot like being a missionary in that respect. Briant and I have been reading this book:

I'm not very far, but I have come to realize may things. The Lord loves each of us, and wants us to succeed. That includes our children. I know that if I pray for help the Lord will give me the inspiration I need for each of my children for their individual needs. This gives me great hope.

Really quick, I was watching Oprah the other day. I love her most of the time. She was talking about homosexuality in this segment. She said that a parents greatest role is to teach their children that they will accept them for who they are. I agree that parents should love their children no matter what they do... but I have a hard time agreeing with the fact that it's our most important role. Please don't hear me wrong... I believe it is a great role to always be there for your children and love them no matter what, but I think our greatest role is to teach our children who they really are. To teach them of their divine mission on this earth... and how they can return to live with their Father in heaven. To teach them to have their own relationship with God and Jesus Christ.
What do you think?

Last but not least. Here is a little picture for you of the current bump. I've had people tell me I need to take pictures now (because I'll enjoy looking at them later). I kinda feel like half of this is just fat on top of the baby... but I can definitely feel where the baby is... and I've even felt it move :) I can't wait for my appointment on Monday. Stay tuned for my next post!

19 weeks

Pardon, the pajama pants... they are more comfortable than anything else!

Doctor's Visit

2011-01-04T11:13:00.001-07:00

Went to a Doctor's Apt yesterday.

Heard our Baby's heartbeat... 148!

Simply the best sound ever!

Our next apt will be at 20 weeks.

We will be finding out what the sex of our baby is.

<----Don't forget to vote on our poll, if you haven't already.

We can't wait!!!

Christmas & New Years

2011-01-04T10:28:00.001-07:00

I'm going to warn you now, this will probably be a long post. I've been putting it off for that very reason. I actually wanted to break it up into different posts but, I've been really enjoying my vacation. But now, it is January 4, and it is time to get busy!

Here it is... my LAST Pumpkin Roll I will ever make for Great Harvest. I saved it... thinking I might actually have a piece (I haven't eaten a single piece this year). I gave a couple slices to my Home Teachers, and totally meant to bring it with us for Christmas, but alas it sat in our fridge. I think I will take it out and smash it.....

We left for our Christmas break on Christmas Eve, so we opened a few gifts before we left. Briant and I both got a nice warm comfy blanket that my mom made us. My parents also gave us a patio cover for our camp stove :)Thanks!! We bought ourselves a griddle for the camp stove (so we could grill steaks). Thank you to Devin and Julie for the development book (Birth-5 years), totally perfect for us right now!!! Oh and I got lots of fun stuff plus sweets from the girls at work.... THANK YOU!!! I especially love the T-Shirt they made me that says... "I'm a sweet baker" on the back... even though I won't be baking anymore.

We flew down to Las Vegas to be with Briant's family (his parents flew in too). Christmas was pretty chill. We watched the kiddos, adults, and each other open presents. Briant got some shirts, a ornament with a picture of the fetus for our tree, a book from me, golf balls, a vile for oil, a new pair of tennis shoes, a New York Calendar and lots of candy. Melissa got a new 8 GB Memory Card (for her 20D), a movie, gift card, some fun scrap booking stuff, and lots of candy. WHAT FUN!! But guess what... we didn't get any pictures, just videos. My bad. We are very spoiled and had a great Christmas. Here is a picture of us and our cute niece...

We stayed in Vegas for Sunday, but on Monday we all hopped in the car and drove to San Diego! Despite all the rain they've had, it was very nice there, 60 degrees. That night we all went down to Seaport Village. Briant and I went here on our honeymoon, and loved it. We walked around for a bit then had some dinner. I found a really cute fleece jacket while we were there, I'm glad I got it because it was a little chilly. Then on our way home we drove through the city and found the building that Briant's dad used to work at. That night B & I went swimming. It was chilly out but was really fun.

On Tuesday, Briant's parents went to Sea World with Tiffany (Briant's sister) and her family while Briant and I went to the San Diego Zoo. We went to Sea World on our Honeymoon (good thing too because now they won't let the killer whale trainers in the pools with them anymore), but we never had enough time to go to the Zoo. All I got to say is WOW!!! There were a lot of animals. We spent the whole day there, and that is where the majority of our pictures were taken.

Koalas... their name means "without water" because they don't drink water.

Also another fun fact is they sleep 22 hours a day. Some think this is because they are 'drunk' on eucalyptus leaves, but actually it's because it takes so long to digest the leaves.

Briant having a great time at the Elephants...

Asian Elephant... he has smaller ears than the African Elephants.

Mister Lion... this is what he was doing both times we saw him. Lazy beast.

Loved the Polar Bears... they look like gentle giants, so cute and cuddly.

Baby Panda Bear. He is 16 months... or was it 19 months. So cute!!

We saw Daddy and Mommy Panda too, but they weren't nearly as entertaining as this little fella.

We walked by just in time to see Giraffe feeding. SO COOL!!!

Those tongues are 18-20 inches long. They really were gentle little guys.... I want one!!!

Rhinos... they were awake the second time we saw them.

Gorillas... the king of the hill right here. He doesn't look like someone you would want to mess with.

Crocodile. He was being so sneaky, we couldn't even see him for the longest time.

Hippo yawning... these guys were seriously in my top five.

And here is why...

Orangutans were very entertaining! At least this little guy was...

Tiger... he wasn't around when we made our first walk through. But when we took the tour bus ride around (after we walked the whole thing) he was eating dinner. A lot of animals started coming out when we were on the bus, because it was getting later and they are nocturnal. This also meant my camera didn't take very good pictures (because of low light).

We also saw (after the sun went down), cougars, leopards, and hyenas. The Zoo was awesome!!! Totally worth it if you are ever in San Diego. Oh but if you go, pack your own lunch. Their food was expensive, and our Pizza really wasn't that good.

That night we went to Old Town, San Diego, for some food. We went to Casa De Reyes, and it was delicious!!! They even had some sort of show going on that we got to watch. I was in the mood for Fajitas, and let me tell you, they were so good!!! Again, no pictures... my bad.

Wednesday was RAINY!!! But no worries, we found things to do. First we went to Briant's house he lived in when he was 0-8years old. We also saw the school he went to and the neighborhood. Then, we went to La Jolla and saw the temple (Briant's parents have never seen it). We also went over to the ocean there and explored some tide pools, saw some sea lions, and pelicans.

Some sea life

After that, we headed over to Point Loma. This is where explorers first landed in San Diego. It's up on a peninsula, so you can see quite a bit of the city. Really neat! After we hit the Visitor Center (during the downpour), we went to see the Tide Pools. We saw a few crabs, but the tide had come in over most of them. But the ocean was beautiful. This rock fell in the ocean a few seconds after this picture was taken... guess I don't know my own strength... :-)

After Point Loma, and some lunch at Subway (one of my favorites right now), we made the long journey back to Vegas. During the drive Briant and I watch this funny movie.

Thursday was pretty low key. We did do some shopping at the mall... Briant got his shoes and I got maternity stuff :) Then, later that day we went to the Bellagio on the strip to see their winter garden. SO BEAUTIFUL!!!

Friday, we flew home. The temp in Las Vegas when we left was 36 degrees vs. Idaho Falls temp when we flew in.... 1 degree. Uncomfortable temperature to be in either way in my opinion. After Briant got home from work, a bunch of laundry and some grocery shopping we sat down to enjoy the evening and to ring in the new year. After about 10:00 I could barely keep my eyes open, so like always I feel asleep and Briant had to wake me up for the countdown and a smootch. I promptly went to bed after that. I've never been good at partying on New Years Eve.... unless we are at a LOUD dance party!

Along with the New Year comes Resolutions to be a better person. I had an genius idea last year that I decided was very appropriate for me. I always write down 5-6 things I want to work on. I spend lots of time really pondering who I want to be, but I usually forget about them after March. So this year, I am going to make 3 weekly goals each Sunday that can change depending on what is going on. My life is going to change dramatically this year, and I really won't know what to fully expect until then. So, I really feel this is going to work better for me.

Thanks Mom & Dad, for a great time hanging at your house New Year's Day!!! We both had a blast! Love you!!

Decorating & Traditions

2010-12-12T16:16:00.000-07:00

It's official. All our decorating is done. We finished yesterday evening after I got home from work.

It all began on Monday, when we put up my Nativity set.

This was always a fun tradition growing up. In the Baldwin home, we didn't set up the Christmas tree until the week before Christmas. But, we always set up Mom's Nativity in the beginning of the month... usually the first Monday in December for FHE. I really liked this tradition because it helped me realize the true meaning of Christmas or "reason for the season".

On Friday, I bought a Poinsettia to bring some Christmas-ness to our home.... and a little color. The Amarillus, I planted a few weeks ago, is starting to turn green. I planted it late on purpose because I wanted it to bloom after Christmas. My Aunt gave me some Paper-whites she planted a while ago that will bloom soon though! I love that I can still have flowers in DECEMBER!!!

Saturday, after I got home we went to a Christmas Tree farm here in town and found a tree! I never had a real tree before I was married... but I think now that I've had one, I can never go back! I love the smell! I also am loving having a FRESH cut tree instead of getting it from a bigger dealer. We pretty much had no needles come off while transporting and setting it up :)

This is our finished product:

I found this ornament last year, it is one of my favorites. My Mom hangs one similar.

After the tree, we looped tinsel along the banister, and on the piano. We hung our stockings, and then Briant vacuumed... Thanks B!

One of my favorite things to do when I was little was to sit alone with the lite up Christmas Tree. I turned off all the other lights and just sat there gazing at the tree. Sometimes I would even play Christmas music.

Of course I did this last night for a few minutes before bed. I have made this into a traditions for myself. I just like the peacefulness of this season and this is one way I can feel that to myself.

I was sitting next to the Nativity and I couldn't help but snap this picture with my phone. I kinda like it.

Another Christmas tradition is Christmas Candies. Today... & maybe next week too, I think I will make some. Just a few; Caramels, Fudge... I'm thinking about attempting Orange Fudge. I may have to start making Sugar cookies every year for Briant since he loves them so much. I also found a great and easy recipe for Gingerbread men...

WHAT ARE SOME OF YOUR TRADITIONS?

2010 Annual Christmas Newsletter

2010-12-07T16:47:00.001-07:00

Hello again from the Giles!! We can't believe that Christmas time is already upon us once more! As always, looking back it feels like time has flown by this past year. Not too many things have changed in our little world, but we still have had a ton of fun.

Briant is still working for Melaleuca in its Marketing department. He stays busy and loves what he is doing. Briant studied for and took the GMAT test this year and is really glad it's over! Now the adventure begins of finding where to go and applying to schools for his MBA. Briant plans to begin school in Fall 2012. Briant went with his Teacher's Quorum to Salmon this year for their High Adventure and had a blast Kayaking and Rafting! Briant's favorite part of the year is Halloween, especially at work. They have lots of fun "dressing up the office" and themselves and really going all out. This year the theme for their department was "Wild West". Briant dressed up as Lil Jon Wayne (a cross between Lil Jon, the rapper and John Wayne, the cowboy). It's always fun to see his creative side!!

Melissa still works for Great Harvest Bread Co. She got to be the gardener/mixes/signs & chalkboards lady this summer. It was nice to have a little more free time & do things like go on morning walks, try new recipes (like Sourdough Bread for the first time), & have more time in the yard. Melissa also had the opportunity to volunteer again this year for Camp Magical Moments as a girls counselor in the Sassy Scallywag cabin (the theme was pirates)! She also kept busy with her garden(and others), and taking lots of pictures! She entered 3 pictures in the fair and won a FIRST and THIRD place on two of the pictures!!!

Briant and Melissa had lots of fun together this year too. In the spring, they went to Las Vegas to visit family. One of the sites they saw while they were there was the Hoover Dam. They went to the Idaho Falls Air Show and Blue Angels Show and had lots of fun. It was a really hot day but the show was amazing!

They went on their first Annual Camping Trip this year to Big Elk Campground by Palisades Reservoir. It was a huge success (especially the food), and we had a lot of fun. P.S. We love our Camp Chef Stove!!

We took several trips to Utah this year for weddings, reunions, and to visit family. We even took time while we were down there to hike the "Y" on the mountain!

Later this fall, we had to cut down one of our trees in our yard because it had a huge crack down the middle. It was sad watching it come down, but at least we have more light in our house.... and it isn't IN our house!

Probably the biggest news and most exciting thing that happened to us this year was finding out that we are expecting! We are thrilled with the idea of adding a little one to our family next year... and making it a little more lively (and noisy) around here. We can't wait!

We are grateful for this time of year and the happiness it brings. We are grateful for the good times we have throughout the year and those loved ones who share them with us. We are most grateful for the Savior of the World, whose birth we celebrate and remember this season. May we all feel the comfort, joy and peace He brings, this season and all year long. Merry Christmas to you all, and have a wonderful New Year!

Love, Briant and Melissa

Some EXCITING news!!!

2010-11-29T16:46:00.000-07:00

Well, wherein I didn't lie my last post, I didn't completely tell the whole truth. I have been working a lot doing Pumpkin Rolls for Great Harvest, and I have been on my feet a lot, but there is something else that has been wearing me down and making me a little more tired and icky feeling than normal.
Meet, our little Alien Gummy Bear:

Briant and I found out we were expecting on Oct 10, which happens to be the same day we found out Grandpa Giles past away. I decided to take a test that morning. I thought, why not, it is a little early, but what could it hurt. When it read 'PREGNANT' I was a little shocked and in disbelief.

"This can't be right," I said.

When I showed Briant he asked, "So, What does that mean?"

ME: "I think it means what it says, but don't get your hopes up because it could be wrong."

(I'm usually very positive, but you've got to understand I had so many NO months before this)

I took another test the next morning before work and it said the same thing. I took another that afternoon, it said the same thing. Another that Wednesday before my Doctor's apt... same. And I was still nervous when I went to see the doctor!

Here is test 3 & 4:

We were really excited but we decided to keep it to ourselves (and few select others, like my mom) until we heard a heartbeat. This was so hard to for me to do, for two reasons. One, I had tons of questions about the way I was feeling and if it was normal. The main reason why we decided to tell our parents and a few others so I could ask questions and be comforted. Two, I always have such a hard time keeping my own secrets. But, it still didn't feel real for me yet and at times I still didn't believe it was true.

Just so happens, I got the flu the next Friday, the morning of Grandpa's funeral. Yes, I believe it was the real flu. I felt very different for the next month. I haven't gotten the flu for like 7 years but when you are pregnant, your immune system gets weaker so I'm sure that is why I got it.

Today, we went in for our first ultrasound. We saw the baby right off, and it was such a relief for me. I seem to worry a lot lately! We heard a heartbeat. It was strong and normal. The measurements were good. I left with a HUGE GRIN on my face!!!

We are at 11 weeks, so almost done with the first Tri, and our due date is June 18!!!

Thanksgiving 2010

2010-11-28T17:43:00.000-07:00

I'm apologize for not posting for a while. It has been a busy month for me. We, ...... I started making Pumpkin Rolls in October, and it really picked up this month. I make quite a few, and sometimes I'm at work for 9 hours. It is exhausting, and my back has been bothering me quite a bit lately. So to say the least nothing much has really been happening except work, Pumpkin Rolls, sleep and rest in front of the T.V. We have found a few nights to do a few fun things such as; Going to see a Youth Drama production of Willy Wonka (very cute!), watching Teton Gravity (those skiers are CRAZY), and me going with my parents to see Harry Potter... which I have mixed feelings over. It was a good movie but kind evil and sad. But it is Part 1, so it's only have of the last book, so I'm hoping the next movie is much better and makes up for the solemn feeling this one portrayed.

Onto Thanksgiving. What a wonderful day. We went up to Ashton to be with all of my family this year. There were 30 of us all together, including some in-laws, but minus Devin & Julie (and their family) because they just had another BABY on the 23rd. He is so cute!!! Congratulations to them! We can't wait to meet him officially!

I am so thankful for delicious food!!! I'm thankful for the means we have to provide it. We made the mashed potatoes, gravy and GRAM CRACKER PIE!!! We peeled a lot of potatoes and had so many left over!!! We came home with a huge pot clear full! On Friday, my mom made me some Potato Salad from some of the leftovers, which is so good and I can't seem to get enough of! Mom, I need that recipe! I was a little disappointed we didn't get any Turkey leftovers... I kinda forgot about it until I was craving it that night!! It was a great Turkey! I made Gram Cracker Pie on Wednesday. It turned out the best of all that I've ever made!!!

It has a gram cracker crust, homemade custard pudding, and a meringue on top. It is definitely a Baldwin favorite, and Thanksgiving wouldn't be the same without it!

I am so thankful for my family. I really did have so much fun with them. It was so good to visit and catch up. I haven't seen Sydney in, well, I can't remember but it seems like forever. And Cole, is getting so big!!! I miss them!!
Kyle re-taught me my family's favorite game, Monopoly Deal.

We didn't really like it the first time we played, but he made me play again and I had a good time. Then I played some more with my parents on Friday and ended up buying me a deck! I'm hooked. I made Briant play with me that night and now he likes it too.... and is pretty witty. He wins a lot!

Since there is only two of us, we play to win with four sets of properties. We played like four hands today... this is my winning hand:

Black Friday was a little different for me this year. I didn't get up early. I didn't really find anything I was willing to get up that early for... or stay up really late for. Briant thought he would check out Walmart for their 12:01am sale, but after seeing the lines he turned around and came home. We ended up going around 9am and shopped for a good 4 hours. We found everything we wanted... and we didn't have to get up early!!!

I am so grateful for Briant. I love him so much!!! He is outside shoveling the four inches we got today right now. He helps me so much, especially when I've had a long day. He always knows how to make me laugh, and we have such a good time together! Thank you for all you do, B!

I am so grateful for knowledge. Through the gospel we have been given so much knowledge, and we continue to learn more. I am grateful for the spirit which leads, guides & comforts us. I'm so grateful for the opportunity that our Heavenly Father has given us to be together as a family forever. I'm grateful for the temple and the blessings that come from going there. I am most grateful for the love God has for each of us. I know that because of that love, he gives us the ultimate blessing and that is Jesus Christ. None of the above would be possible without him, and his sacrifice for us. He is my Savior, my friend, and I'm so grateful for all that he has done for me.

Good Bye Fall, Good Bye Tree, Hello Snow

2010-11-10T13:29:00.002-07:00

For the past couple weeks, this is what we have looked out our window to find:

I have so enjoyed the fall colors this year. And surprisingly enough, the weather has been amazing. I've been able to just sit on my front step and look in amazement. Seriously, aren't these Aspens gorgeous? And the burning bushes are redder than they have ever been!

My parents came over the other day, and I was visiting with them in our driveway when I noticed this.

A huge crack in our tree! That's not good! I told Briant right away and he called some tree guys to come over and look at it. They said it definitely couldn't be salvaged... it had to go. The wind was blowing a little when the second guy came over. It didn't take him long before he told us this tree probably wasn't going to last much longer. We really didn't want to risk the fact that this tree could fall on our house if we didn't take action. Plus we knew there was a storm coming in. You could see the crack had gotten bigger and it was swaying in the wind. Briant said he even heard it crack. The guy left but was back in a jif with his bucket truck, to started sawing down the tree. Thank goodness for chain saws because it took no time at all. It was getting close dark when they started.
We watched from inside.

Indeed, there is a lot to clean up now. We aren't exactly sure what we are going to do with it all. I was raised to, "Waste not, want not." So I would like to give to those who have a wood stove and need wood to burn... there is plenty of kindling! Briant on the other hand, just wants it off our lawn ASAP. He is willing to get rid of it even if he has to borrow a truck and take it to the dump. What to do?

Monday morning we got our first snow storm. It snowed all day. I loved it! It felt like Christmas. I felt like I needed to get out the Christmas decor because all my fall stuff didn't match the way it looked outside. Don't worry, I didn't.... I won't do that until after Thanksgiving.

This is what the tree pile looked like outside.

I took pictures the next day, when the sun came out. Everything in my yard has a healthy layer of snow and ice. It looked so cool.

I counted the rings on the tree. 23 years old. :( It's too bad it had to go. We will miss it.

Halloween 2010

2010-11-01T18:26:00.000-06:00

Life without kids on Halloween is, in my opinion, kinda boring. Don't get me wrong, it's fun to dress up and go to parties with your friends. But for me it doesn't take long for the excitement from seeing all the fun costumes to wear off. For me, Halloween is all about the kids. I love sitting at home and having them come to my door. I think it will be fun to make their costumes and even more fun to take them Trick-or-Treating!
Briant, on the other hand, LOVES Halloween!!! I'm sure it is his favorite! I have never sat at home on this holiday while I've been with him. I love the excitement he shows as he figures out what he will be, and usually designs his own costume. He comes up with really original ideas and plenty of people are excited to see what he chooses in the end. Even better, his work makes a really big deal out of Halloween. They decorate the whole place with different themes for every department. It's always fun to see all the fun ideas they've come up with. Briant's department's theme this year was "Wild West". Briant dressed up as Lil' Jon Wayne. It's a mix between Lil' Jon, the rapper (I'm sure you'd recognize him in this song with Usher, "Yeah") and John Wayne, the western actor.

They went all out for the Western theme. Here are a few good ones Briant got...

On Saturday, my parents came over and my mom and I planted 80 tullips!!! My yard is going to be so beautiful in the spring! THANKS MOM!!!

After words, we went to a little party with some friends. This is what we went as:

We played a bunch of Minute to Win it games & it was so fun!!! We played Chocolate Unicorn (it was so close but Briant won), Face the Cookie (Melissa won), and Sticky Balls (WE TIED)!

This was by far the best though... watching someone else play the head bobble one:

I think these are pretty funny!!

These were some games that other couples drew to play,

but Briant thought he should get to take part in. Ha ha!!! I love him!

Halloween Pumpkin Carving 2010

2010-10-24T19:50:00.001-06:00

Yesterday, we had the opportunity to go to my parents house. We did a little harvesting, then we set to work carving our pumpkins.

Briant hard at work.

Briant's finished product

Melissa's finished product

Everybody's pumpkin (excluding Mahon and Cindy's which can be seen HERE)

from Left to Right:

Kat's (Ghost), Ash's, Chantelle's (Spider), Kyle's (Mickey Mouse),
Chris' (Fanged monster), Briant's ($) and Melissa's (Kid Scared of Spider).

The two cute little ones in the front are Chris' as well.

We had a WONDERFUL time! Harvesting with the family was the funnest it has ever been. I'll admit, my pumpkin is lacking this year, sorry. I just couldn't come up with a good one. Mom, dinner was awesome, and we really had a great time visiting and spending time with everyone.

Tribute to Grandpa Fred Giles

2010-10-24T19:26:00.002-06:00

I first met Grandpa Giles while Briant and I were dating. He lived in Provo, UT in an assisted living place. He was 95 years old and sharp as a whip. Grandpa had a sense of humor and a big heart. You could tell he cared deeply for his family by the way he talked about each one (people whom I didn't know at the time, but Briant did), and by the pictures he proudly hung on the cork board in his room. He was so sweet to me, and really cared about our well being.

From that time forward we went to see him each and every time we made a trip to Provo. He was always excited to see us and greeted us with a big smile. Grandpa was such a gentleman; he always gave me his soft seat and refused to sit anywhere but in his walker. I was very impressed with him and his many accomplishments throughout life.

Grandpa has some wonderful children. As I met Briant's extended family one by one, I just adored them. They are so kind and I was able to connect with each one. They genuinely care for you and we always had a good time.

I was so excited to gain another grandpa the day I got married. All but one of my grandparents had past away, and I had really grown to admire and look up to the older generation. They are wise, and genuine and just really good people. So I was happy I had another Grandpa to look up to.

Our Wedding 2008, Grandpa didn't want to be right in the front... but we insisted so he could be seen in the photo.

Gina (my maid-of-honor) and I giving Grandpa a smooch on the cheeks at my wedding. The Giles Family told me at the time it was some sort of a tradition. But as you can see Grandpa LOVED it!

This past May, Spencer, Briant and I all went to see Grandpa before Spencer left for his mission. It was really neat to hear Grandpa talk with Spencer. He told him how proud he was of him for going on a mission.

Grandpa past away in his sleep, on October 10th. We was a good man. He fulfilled many responsibilities and many people looked up to him... including me.

Unfortunately, I got the flu the day of Grandpa's funeral. I was really disappointed because I wanted to pay tribute to this great man. I made up my mind I felt good enough to go, and decided to just sit / lay in the mothers room and listen. I cried through the whole thing. He was an amazing person. Grandpa received a 21 gun salute for serving in WWII. It was a really special day.

I learned a very important lesson from all the speakers and from Grandpa's life. Grandpa didn't preach, he just did. He taught by example. He was a very compassionate person full of charity, but he never sought for recognition. I am so grateful for the example he was to Briant and I, and for all the love and lessons he gave us.

God be with you, Grandpa, till we meet again.

Trips to Utah

2010-10-08T15:07:00.000-06:00

We took three trips to Utah in the past month. Yeah, I know it's been a BUSY month for us. Hopefully October will slow down a little... or maybe not. We've.... I've started making Pumpkin Rolls at GH this past week and that means it's the beginning of the crazy season and my schedule will only get busier and busier until Christmas. I guess I won't have a quiet month...

Okay, back on topic. Our First Trip to Utah was on labor day weekend. It all began the day before we left, I had to go to the dentist to get some fillings done. This is what I looked like.

I made a video too, while I was still numb. I think it is pretty funny, and Devin & Julie laughed their heads off when they saw it... but I'm still debating whether or not if I should post it. What do you think?

I had my first real traumatizing experience that day when my numbing wore off and I realized I had tooth pain (I was hitting a pressure point). I tried calling and going back to the dentist but they didn't answer and their door was locked!!! It was still during their business hours too. They didn't answer their emergency number either (and didn't call me back until the next Tuesday), so I was very mad and upset. I don't think I'll be going back, which is sad because I've been going there since I was 4. I'm so thankful for a dentist who lives in our ward that came to the rescue. He was a lifesaver! I was so frustrated because we were going to Utah and I didn't want to deal with this the whole time.

The next day was much better. We drove down to SLC and saw Briant's old roommate and his new wife :-)

Briant was happy to see Gary and another roommate Jesse, and catch up with them.

On Labor Day, Briant and I hiked up to the "Y".

It was a little over 1,000 vertical feet in... 1 mile I think.

Yeah, we made it!!!

Yeah, the video makes it sound like our intentions were to hike to the very top of the mountain. Not so.

Oh and "The DEV" is where Briant lived while going to BYU.

Briant looking over his old stomping grounds!

Our Second Trip to Utah was for a Hershey Reunion! It was fun meeting people I only hear Briant talk about back from him hometown. We ate, chatted, and played some games.
I regret I didn't take any pictures. But I did take a pictures of the the Homemade salsa I brought.

We didn't stay long for this trip. We went down Friday afternoon, and went straight back to Idaho after the party. We went to the party but needed to be back for this little girl's baptism the next day.

Our Third Trip to Utah was for Briant's cousin's wedding, and General Conference this past weekend. We got to stay with Devin & Julie, and we are very excited about their new house... it is a cute one!
Aaron & Terra were married in the Provo Temple. They are such a cute couple, and you can tell they are completely in love.

Briant's sister Tiffany and her little family came up too, along with Briant's parents from PA. It was so good to visit with all of them.
Madison and Logan are getting so big!

We were really excited to see Logan. He was born in June, and we hadn't met him yet.

That night, we went to Briant's mission reunion. Some highlights were listening to all the returned missionaries sing "Call to Serve" in 'Spain' Spanish, and visiting with his old mission President.

A couple Briant served with in Badajoz.

Briant's Mission President

Briant's parents got tickets to Conference so we went to the Sunday morning session.

Before the session we listened to Music & the Spoken Word. It was really awesome as always.

When the prophet walked in the Spirit we felt was amazing!

Always good to spend time with Briant's parents.

We only get to see them once in a while so every minute counts.

What fun!!! Like I said, it was a very busy month, but totally worth it. It was especially fun when all the girls went shopping, while the boys were at Priesthood session. That definitely needs to be a tradition!